My mom used to tell me “once you get there you will be ok”. It’s the waiting days before or hours before that enter my mind and take me away from the Now Moment. Finally today I have a rehearsal to start working on a musical that I’m playing. I try to stay very busy before the big events and they are all big events to GAD people. I like the outdoors this time of year because of the new spring births of life. Two cardinal babies are being fed by their mom at my feeder. The grass is green and we miss the color green sooooo much. It’s summer now and next week will be 80’s all week. Do you see the optimism in my thought process. Try it, you will like it. Take care.