Thank you, but I don't see a way out except death. The only thing is my<br />
Grandfather lived until 98. I don't want this kind of pain that long.!!<br />
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I'm not sure about pot taking pain away. If it did and was legal I would<br />
want my Dr to OK it and my pain Dr and I don't want to be high . I have my<br />
son and daughter in law and grandchildren and I don't want to be high<br />
around them. T could maybe see if you are having a severe pain crises even<br />
though you are on the most medications you can be. Pot might relax you<br />
and help you sleep and stop the pain crises fast. But I'm sceptical. It<br />
has to be excepted by the medical community for me .<br />
I have read that there are certain elements in pot that help and you do not need to smoke it, but can take it in pill or some other form. I never smoked so I never used pot, but I have been exposed to second hand pot smoke and it always made me sick like I wanted to throw up, so I had to leave the area where anyone was smoking it. I do not know if it would work for me or not? I would be willing to try it in pill or some form if my doctor wanted me too. 19lin<br />
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I'm not sure about pot taking pain away. If it did and was legal I would<br />
want my Dr to OK it and my pain Dr and I don't want to be high . I have my<br />
son and daughter in law and grandchildren and I don't want to be high<br />
around them. T could maybe see if you are having a severe pain crises even<br />
though you are on the most medications you can be. Pot might relax you<br />
and help you sleep and stop the pain crises fast. But I'm sceptical. It<br />
has to be excepted by the medical community for me .<br />
ladyjane replying - I am in your same round robin or 25 years -<br />
3surgeries with fusion on lumbar and above, numerous epidurals which<br />
do not woork, and cannot take over 40 pain meds. Had to have<br />
neurostimulator removed bec no help, last hope was pain pump. But have<br />
side effects to drugs so refusing that surgery. 4th and last pain<br />
management dr says there is nothing more they can do for 20 odd years<br />
of 8 to 9 pain if I get off the bed and get physical - dressing,<br />
making a meal. I am a young 85. They cannot believe my age. I agree<br />
no more surgeries - have had 5. Some of us do not respond to meds or<br />
end up in hospital w/ side effects. One just has to be strong and<br />
make sure you socialize some or depression is bad. Meditate, by<br />
clearing your mind to peacefulness.<br />
The pain pump will help and the meds can't get into your system. Had mine<br />
for five years and it helps my lower back, but that's all. briansr<br />
Thank you, but I don't see a way out except death. The only thing is my<br />
Grandfather lived until 98. I don't want this kind of pain that long.!!<br />
I will never hurt myself but am not worried if a natural death comes my<br />
way. I fight every day and will continue to fight. Thank you for the info<br />
if I want to reach someone. How do we get a chronic pain group started?<br />
briansr<br />
Thank you, but I don't see a way out except death. The only thing is my<br />
Grandfather lived until 98. I don't want this kind of pain that long.!!<br />
ladyjane replying - I am in your same round robin or 25 years -<br />
3surgeries with fusion on lumbar and above, numerous epidurals which<br />
do not woork, and cannot take over 40 pain meds. Had to have<br />
neurostimulator removed bec no help, last hope was pain pump. But have<br />
side effects to drugs so refusing that surgery. 4th and last pain<br />
management dr says there is nothing more they can do for 20 odd years<br />
of 8 to 9 pain if I get off the bed and get physical - dressing,<br />
making a meal. I am a young 85. They cannot believe my age. I agree<br />
no more surgeries - have had 5. Some of us do not respond to meds or<br />
end up in hospital w/ side effects. One just has to be strong and<br />
make sure you socialize some or depression is bad. Meditate, by<br />
clearing your mind to peacefulness.<br />
I understand what u mean! Depression goes had in hand with pain!!!! I always say "I don't want to live this way for the rest of my life!" It's not that I want to die!! I just don't want this pain!!!! It's a hard thing to explain to others who are not in our shoe's,they just don't understand!! But we have to stay strong! Good luck to you!!! And God bless. Sharon <br />
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ladyjane replying - I am in your same round robin or 25 years -<br />
3surgeries with fusion on lumbar and above, numerous epidurals which<br />
do not woork, and cannot take over 40 pain meds. Had to have<br />
neurostimulator removed bec no help, last hope was pain pump. But have<br />
side effects to drugs so refusing that surgery. 4th and last pain<br />
management dr says there is nothing more they can do for 20 odd years<br />
of 8 to 9 pain if I get off the bed and get physical - dressing,<br />
making a meal. I am a young 85. They cannot believe my age. I agree<br />
no more surgeries - have had 5. Some of us do not respond to meds or<br />
end up in hospital w/ side effects. One just has to be strong and<br />
make sure you socialize some or depression is bad. Meditate, by<br />
clearing your mind to peacefulness.<br />
Thank you Sharon. I'm now facing a surgery consult on the 22nd. After my<br />
last spinal c-3 to c-7 my disk below, c-7 thru t-1, 2, 3, is what their<br />
after. It happens every time and if I don't have to have the surgery I<br />
won't. I never get relief afterwords and more disk crumble above or below.<br />
The other surgeries were have tos, I hope this one is not. This is like<br />
having cancer, and I've taken care of alot of cancer patients, but the<br />
doctor doesn't tell you how long you've got. I would like to just be<br />
comfortable, but my dr. doesn't get it. Anyhow how can we set up a real<br />
time discussion group on chronic pain? Have any ideas. Thank you briansr.<br />
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1 ReactionI have read that there are certain elements in pot that help and you do not need to smoke it, but can take it in pill or some other form. I never smoked so I never used pot, but I have been exposed to second hand pot smoke and it always made me sick like I wanted to throw up, so I had to leave the area where anyone was smoking it. I do not know if it would work for me or not? I would be willing to try it in pill or some form if my doctor wanted me too. 19lin<br />
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Good luck on that!!<br />
I have EMGUS which can turn into multiple myeloma, could you tell me how<br />
your multiple myeloma affects you please? briansr<br />
The pain pump will help and the meds can't get into your system. Had mine<br />
for five years and it helps my lower back, but that's all. briansr<br />
I will never hurt myself but am not worried if a natural death comes my<br />
way. I fight every day and will continue to fight. Thank you for the info<br />
if I want to reach someone. How do we get a chronic pain group started?<br />
briansr<br />
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1 ReactionKeep trying to find some relief. Try everything! I hope so much you find relief somehow!<br />
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I understand what u mean! Depression goes had in hand with pain!!!! I always say "I don't want to live this way for the rest of my life!" It's not that I want to die!! I just don't want this pain!!!! It's a hard thing to explain to others who are not in our shoe's,they just don't understand!! But we have to stay strong! Good luck to you!!! And God bless. Sharon <br />
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4 ReactionsThank you Sharon. I'm now facing a surgery consult on the 22nd. After my<br />
last spinal c-3 to c-7 my disk below, c-7 thru t-1, 2, 3, is what their<br />
after. It happens every time and if I don't have to have the surgery I<br />
won't. I never get relief afterwords and more disk crumble above or below.<br />
The other surgeries were have tos, I hope this one is not. This is like<br />
having cancer, and I've taken care of alot of cancer patients, but the<br />
doctor doesn't tell you how long you've got. I would like to just be<br />
comfortable, but my dr. doesn't get it. Anyhow how can we set up a real<br />
time discussion group on chronic pain? Have any ideas. Thank you briansr.<br />