I suffer from MCS, Multiple Chemical Sencitivity, horrible reactions when I smell
I suffer from MCS, Multiple Chemical Sencitivity, horrible reactions when I smell perfumes, soaps, candles, ( so love Candles, they bring a peaceful feeling to me, it’s not the scent, it’s the flickering flame) gas, tar, chemicals sprayed outdorrs (farmers, etc) almost everything I can smell makes me so sick. I have passed out. My Homeopathic Consultant, a few years ago, put me on the Herbal Supplimants to build my immune system up along with the Homeopathic Remedy (pellets you melt under your tongue) called Arsinicum (200ck) and I really did get well. Then my husband, knowing I was poisoned with Formaldyhyde from living in a new trailor ,bought a new doublewide (filled with Formaldyhyde) and I got a double does and I got very ill. I begged him not to buy it and so did my Homeopathic Consultant because it could kill me but he gets what he wants. Almost 15 years later, I am still trying to get better. Doctors, Specialists….well, thay gave uo. No cure! I have allergic reactions 24/7 and it is totally horrific. I can’t go to church functions because I smell aftershave, perfumes, loud deodorants and hair sprays……so sickening. Frankly, my hsband’s wants came before my needs so guess what came next? Depression! Anxiety! Many, many tears and panic attacks! Don’t get me wrong; I love him but he was being so cruel and selfish. He is still like that. After almost 19 years of marriage, we may separate because I am getting an attitude now. (I think he is a narsessist, he has every single trait but if I try to talk to him about it, here come the screaming and throwing stuff) I shook myself awake, faced reality and now I feellike I will get better because I know the problem, my husband, and I am facing it. I am trying to fix it and if it can’t be fixed then I will get rid of the problem, as in leaving. I have to do something because I want to get better and I have animosity right nowand I sure don’t want it turning to hate. I don’t believe in hating. I am trying every minute of the day NOT to cry and think, speak ad act positive. I can and I will make it.