Right now, I am a mess ….. anxiety, fear ….. I can see myself sitting on the street in a box somewhere. I won't go into it, but some of you know what happened to all my money after my divorce, and it's been a struggle ever since. I've got 60 cents in my wallet, 1/8 tank of gas, I'm in the red at the bank, and I've been eating beans and rice for days. I've got a very tight budget, so I can't make it any tighter. I have read that after a divorce, if neither person is married, and there is a large discrepancy in money coming in, the alimony portion can be reopened. I'm thinking of doing that. I have to find a good lawyer in my area, a first rate one, who handles this sort of thing. The part I'm afraid of is I don't want to do anything to fracture my relationship with my kids …. it's far too precious to me. My S.S. comes in and goes right out to pay the rent. My son sends me some money monthly as does my oldest daughter. But they have no idea how tight life is for me. I'm ready to just give in and go to sleep.