Fertility & Reproductive Health: Meet others and share your story

Hello Everyone! I’m finally joining the party! My life has been very hectic and busy this past week all to the good though. My IVF journey is done for now, but I wanted to be part of this group to help support and be a source for whomever needs it. I have had success and failure with IVF. My story is a long one and I won’t bore ya with the novel but in the end we turned to IVF due to endometriosis and me having quite a severe case of it. Something it seems most of you are quite familiar with. I am down to one ovary and the tube to that ovary is blocked which is not helpful at all in trying to have children. When my husband and I started IVF it was about 2 years ago. The fall on 2017. I knew it was gong to be quite an adventure because I have a huge aversion to shots.....ha ha....guess what IVF is. Anyway, after swim we ended up with only 3 embryos which to us was like striking gold! We were told we’d be quite luck if we even got 1 or 2. We actually got pregnant after our fresh transfer.......sadly, it didn’t stick and turned into a miscarriage. The only known miscarriage I’ve ever had. Then we had discovered that through the stimulation process another endometrioma had formed.....doh! And when we got to our second transfer......nothing took. My gut was telling me that my ovary was not going to even try to support a baby if it has to fight an endometrioma too. So I had another surgery to get it removed and sure enough....I was right! Our last transfer.....it was an emotional one, I was in tears after because I wanted it to work soooooo bad (most of you know that feeling a little too well). The next few weeks of testing were stressful because all my results kept coming up in the “gray” area where, I couldn’t quite let myself get excited......then we got to the ultrasound.........and we saw it. Flickering pixels! A heartbeat! It is now 2019 and my healthy baby boy is 8 months! I am living proof that IVF can happen. I have learned that persistence in this process is HUGE!!!! And patience is truly learned.....holy cow! About 6 months after having my son, we decided to try again with IVF. Needless to say it didn’t take. We were disappointed because we long for a big family, but we have not given up hope! Currently investigating adoption and who knows what might happen. That’s my story and please feel free to ask me anything. I am an open book!

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Welcome, @phoenixzip. That's quite a story to pack into one paragraph. You certainly have been through trials and tribulations, and success! I'm sure to every sentence that you wrote there is a wealth of emotion, knowledge and support that you'll unpack and share in the group. I'm really glad you're here. Congrats on the birth of your healthy boy. I look forward to learning more about the things you learn through the adoption process. Where are you now on the adoption journey?

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Hi all!
I’m doing just fine; we had an all day Mayo visit recently with about 6 different appointments. most of them were to get ready for our next round in Feb. We are deciding not to do genetic testing this round. In hindsight we wish we wouldn’t have opted for it last round. We thought we would have 8 embryos to test and then our chances were higher of leading to a live birth because we would’ve taken the best looking one. Looking back we wish Mayo would’ve warned us before sending our ONE embryo for testing. We didn’t realize that Mayo’s policy is they refuse to transfer an abnormal embryo even if we want them too. Had they not done testing they would’ve transferred anyway and then our embryo would’ve had a chance to correct itself (again, something I learned through this process). It was hard learning it would’ve been a girl. My friends all say “that makes it feel a bit more real doesn’t it” when they hear it is a girl. And I have to remind them that although it’s not in my stomach, she IS ”real” and is the closest thing to a baby we’ve ever had. we all start as embryos and this is a loss for us. So I’ve been working through that most recently. But I move on best when I actually move on so I’m trying to just focus on the next round.

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Hello Everyone! I’m finally joining the party! My life has been very hectic and busy this past week all to the good though. My IVF journey is done for now, but I wanted to be part of this group to help support and be a source for whomever needs it. I have had success and failure with IVF. My story is a long one and I won’t bore ya with the novel but in the end we turned to IVF due to endometriosis and me having quite a severe case of it. Something it seems most of you are quite familiar with. I am down to one ovary and the tube to that ovary is blocked which is not helpful at all in trying to have children. When my husband and I started IVF it was about 2 years ago. The fall on 2017. I knew it was gong to be quite an adventure because I have a huge aversion to shots.....ha ha....guess what IVF is. Anyway, after swim we ended up with only 3 embryos which to us was like striking gold! We were told we’d be quite luck if we even got 1 or 2. We actually got pregnant after our fresh transfer.......sadly, it didn’t stick and turned into a miscarriage. The only known miscarriage I’ve ever had. Then we had discovered that through the stimulation process another endometrioma had formed.....doh! And when we got to our second transfer......nothing took. My gut was telling me that my ovary was not going to even try to support a baby if it has to fight an endometrioma too. So I had another surgery to get it removed and sure enough....I was right! Our last transfer.....it was an emotional one, I was in tears after because I wanted it to work soooooo bad (most of you know that feeling a little too well). The next few weeks of testing were stressful because all my results kept coming up in the “gray” area where, I couldn’t quite let myself get excited......then we got to the ultrasound.........and we saw it. Flickering pixels! A heartbeat! It is now 2019 and my healthy baby boy is 8 months! I am living proof that IVF can happen. I have learned that persistence in this process is HUGE!!!! And patience is truly learned.....holy cow! About 6 months after having my son, we decided to try again with IVF. Needless to say it didn’t take. We were disappointed because we long for a big family, but we have not given up hope! Currently investigating adoption and who knows what might happen. That’s my story and please feel free to ask me anything. I am an open book!

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Hello! Thx so much for the welcome! This sounds like a positive, encouraging & supportive bunch!

My husband suggested I look to see if there were any support groups I could join. So I began googling fertility & the Mayo clinic. I haven't been accepted at Mayo yet. I just recently decided to get a 2nd opinion & thought of this hospital.

I started my journey about a year & a half ago. My husband & I got married & decided to begin trying in 2018. He was 36 & I was 38. We started w/ my Obgyn. She said to try for 1 year. Then said if we weren't successful, to contact a Dr she knew at Mid Iowa Fertility, one of the only clinics in Iowa that I know of, which is where we live.

I used an OPK the entire year we tried. I had Positive surges each month, but we didn't conceive. Finally in March 2019, we went to see the fertility Dr.

We both did tests. We found my husband had a 0 sperm count b/coz he was on TRT (testosterone replacement therapy). The Dr ordered him to go off & got him on HCG & chlomid. We were to evaluate again in 4 months (July).

I had an ultrasound, HSG X-rays, & bloodwork done. We found I had an about average egg count (7 egg follicles), a normal ovulation cycle that month, & a really small fibroid that didn't cause the Dr any concerns. He suggested we wait until my husband's count increased to try an IUI.

In July, sure enough my husband's count significantly increased enough for us to do an IUI in August. We froze several vials so that he could go back on TRT.

In August, rather than just waiting for my cycle to begin as normal, the Dr ordered me to go on Femara on days 3-7. Then, the Dr said, to go in for my IUI, when I got a Positive surge, or if I didn't have a Positive surge by Day 15, to go in for an ultrasound.

My OPK showed Positive surges every month prior, but while on Femara, it didn't. Instead it would just show flashing (estrogen was detected but not the LH hormone). So, on Day 15, I went in for an ultrasound. We found 4 egg follicles measuring 12 to 15.5 mm. The nurse (only nurses perform the IUI's at this clinic) said we wanted at least 1 egg to be 18 mm. So, I should go back in 3 days (Day 18). I went back in for what we hoped to be our IUI, but the ultrasound showed I had already ovulated, & we missed our window.

So, from August to October, I was on Femara on cycle days 3-7. I would never show a Positive surge (just flashing) even though bloodwork performed later on showed ovulation. During these months, the nurses never caught my ovulation window in time for my IUI. I would either go in for my ultrasound too early, too late, or not have enough ultrasounds done to catch my follicles at the right size before I ovulated.

This month, the day before Thanksgiving, the Dr wanted to take a look at the fibroid we saw earlier, which had been small at the beginning. He said it grew & he advised that I have it removed via abdominal myomectomy before we try an IUI. I was & am heart stricken.

I've been a competitive athlete for many years & still want to compete (or at least train) as long as I can. I took a break so my husband & I could try to get pregnant.

Now, we have to deal w/ this fibroid, which I think was aggravated by the Femara. This med not only made a small fibroid bigger, but it also made my ovulation unpredictable.

I'm worried for the surgery, its possible complications, & it setting me back to workout. The recovery time, then trying again for the IUI, which has already been an emotional roller coaster, has dimmed our hopes on conceiving.

I was hoping to see the Mayo clinic for a 2nd opinion, or alternatives. This clinic we're at now has not been very sympathetic, or helpful.

Thank u for letting me share. If u have any advice, or if u can share ur experience w/ fibroids, recovery, or IUI's I would greatly appreciate it. Hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving. 🙏🏼💕

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Currently at the very beginnings of it. Mostly doing our research on which way we want to go with adoption. And making sure we have all our finances in order so there aren’t too many surprises. Very similar to IVF I’m that aspect. Side note: stay on top of your insurance people with your IVF stuff! My husband and I have had a few learn the hard way moments/insurance dropped the ball on communication. So hound them if need be!

Circling back......yes very beginnings of the adoption process. We hope to meet with an adoption lawyer or 2 to just ask a few questions that the agencies we’ve looked at so far aren’t really clear on. Gathering lots of intel. Already have several resources/support from friends and family that have been through this process and they have calmed several of my original fears. Cross your fingers we will be able to make it happen! 😉

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Hi! Welcome to our group!!! 🙂 Sounds like you did the right thing by seeking out advice from others! I cannot relate to dealing with fibroids and recovering from that kind of surgery but we did go ahead with four IUI’s before beginning IVF. My experiences with IUI’s weren’t horrible but I do not do well with internal ultrasounds due to painful ultrasounds in the past because of endometriosis and the process of the actual IUI caused me a lot of anxiety. I think by the fourth one I had learned “tricks” to help myself calm down during them which helped a lot! They are definitely cheaper than jumping straight into IVF which is why we were advised to try those first. They allowed us to really make the final decision when it came to how many rounds of IUI’s we wanted to do and we did decide after the four we were ready to move on.

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