why do i feel like a let down?

Posted by ginnysnow @ginnysnow, Sep 27 8:21pm

Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment, doing everything I can
I don't wanna make you disappointed, it's annoying
I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did
Was never tryna make an issue for you
But I guess the more you thought about everything
You were never even wrong in the first place, right?
Yeah, I'ma just ignore you, walking towards you
With my head down, lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you
Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you
Very loyal? Shoulda had my back but you put a knife in it
My hands are full, what else should I carry for you?
I cared for you, but
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Le-le-let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Le-le-let you down
Yeah, you don't wanna make this work
You just wanna make this worse
Want me to listen to you
But you don't ever hear my words
You don't wanna know my hurt, yet
Let me guess, you want an apology, probably
How can we keep going at a rate like this?
We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave
Please don't come after me
I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all
Go ahead, just drink it off
Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong
Ain't that what you always do?
Let you down-NF

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mmwagner46 | @mmwagner46 | Sep 28 2:11pm

In reply to @ginnysnow "@dlydailyhope yeah" + (show)

@ginnysnow Thank you. I had no idea!

ginnysnow | @ginnysnow | Sep 28 3:55pm

In reply to @mmwagner46 "@ginnysnow Thank you. I had no idea!" + (show)

@mmwagner46

your welcome ig

ginnysnow | @ginnysnow | Sep 28 3:57pm

In reply to @mrmacabre "So those are just the lyrics from some rap artist?" + (show)

@mrmacabre
How dare you?!

NF is the best rapper ,I know and listen to when i am down.

kdalda75 | @kndaustin71 | Sep 28 6:01pm

In reply to @dlydailyhope "@ginnysnow Accepting Christ as Lord and Savior of your life will set you free from guilt..." + (show)

@dlydailyhope I'm sorry but I have to express my feelings as you have yours.....That is not always the answer........for many! It doesn't make me a bad person, but I just don't agree with what you have advised. Lend support, a listening ear, concrete directions.......but spiritual matters are very private and personal!

mrmacabre | @mrmacabre | Sep 28 6:37pm

In reply to @ginnysnow "@mrmacabre How dare you?! NF is the best rapper ,I know and listen to when i..." + (show)

Hey man, whatever helps you get through the day. At 66, I might be the world's oldest Black Metal fan. I listen to this genre of music, as well as Death metal for several hours a day to help me forget about my chronic pain.
If you like that type of music, then knock yourself out and listen to as much as you need.

ginnysnow | @ginnysnow | Sep 28 6:57pm

In reply to @mrmacabre "Hey man, whatever helps you get through the day. At 66, I might be the world's..." + (show)

@mrmacabre

Then you have no right to judge me.

ginnysnow | @ginnysnow | Sep 28 6:58pm

In reply to @kndaustin71 "@dlydailyhope I'm sorry but I have to express my feelings as you have yours.....That is not..." + (show)

@kndaustin71

I would have to respectfully disagree with you.

dlydailyhope | @dlydailyhope | Sep 28 7:13pm

In reply to @kndaustin71 "@dlydailyhope I'm sorry but I have to express my feelings as you have yours.....That is not..." + (show)

@kndaustin71
People can share with others and people can choose for themselves what to do with what is shared with them. We are whole people, body/mind/spirit/soul. We are not pieces of a puzzle. We are whole. You can avoid sharing spiritual things with others and that is your choice. You can’t tell others not to.

dlydailyhope | @dlydailyhope | Sep 28 7:20pm

In reply to @kndaustin71 "@dlydailyhope I'm sorry but I have to express my feelings as you have yours.....That is not..." + (show)

@kndaustin71
Part 2 of my response. Your criticism of my response is all you give. Do you have something positive and helpful to share other than just criticism? That was an empty response and not supportive at all to @ginnysnow. You offered her nothing and just responded to criticize me. I would not go to you for advice for anything. 😉