I have always had a hard time living what I would deam a normal life. I probably don’t need to break it all down. My epilepsy has never been fully under control. 32 years or so. The number of seizes isn’t the problem, although 1 is to many. About 2 a month, very severe. A lot of injurys over the years. Mostly head injuries. Getting to be a real problem on my mental outlooks. I have had a lot of changes in my life over the past 6yrs. Rainging from divorce too mom passing away, selling her house. Me moving and not being able depend on anyone. Taking care of business is feeling farther and farther away. Afraid, embarrassed and just plain lost. Getting work is proving to be tough mentaly and physically. Leaving it at lost, scared, can’t see any kind of light in my personal tunnel.