How to Help Myself with Depression, Anxiety and Panic Attacks

Posted by littleonefmohio @littleonefmohio, Mar 19, 2018

I have had depression most my life. I have took medication for it but I do not stay on it long because of being scared of the side effects or the withdraws from coming off of it. I do not want to become addicted to medication. I have never been addicted to anything so not sure why I feel that way. I have my ups and downs like most people do with mental health I guess. Its hard to talk about it to doctors because I do not trust them either. So how do I get help for myself. I always feel alone even though I am not. I was blessed raising my granddaughter 3 years ago which has helped me stay focused off of me and on her but I constantly feel alone. I live with my ex husband because he helps me with my granddaughter both raising and supporting her. I never want to go anywhere. I have no friends. I have siblings but they have their own life. I do go out once in a great while just to get out and I do enjoy it when I am out but then I come home and right back not wanting to go anywhere. I feel guilty all the time about my life for one reason or another. I have panic attacks, anxiety, along with the depression. I have tried talking to doctors that just want to talk it out but I don't stay long with that because I feel guilty talking about me and my problems and my past. So can someone tell me what they do for this that works if anything? Thanks for letting me vent this.

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Im sorry that is so tough 🥲I had a mostly great childhood and still suffer for I think in part genetic. Thank you I just ordered some gummies last night. I have taken remeron and traxadone and i agree you gotta rotate. What other meds do you take and do they help? Ugh no easy answer to this. I have tried sleep restriction therapy but it’s rough and makes it hard to chase after the kiddos on 5 hrs a sleep a night. Plus it doesn’t solve the anxiety and ruminations I get. Meds freak me out.

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@ancl123
Last night Doxapin 3mg didn’t nothing for me another night it helped. If sleep restriction helped I would continue it even with 5 hrs. Definitely makes it hard with kids but doable physically. It’s the mental part that gets me I get full out panic attacks and think about it all day. I hate meds too. Just want on Prozac hopefully that helps since lexapro didn’t. Feeling really upset about this it’s hard to understand if you never went through it. Gummies even medical grade don’t help me sadly. Right now trazadone and Remeron. Take every other night.

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Im sorry that is so tough 🥲I had a mostly great childhood and still suffer for I think in part genetic. Thank you I just ordered some gummies last night. I have taken remeron and traxadone and i agree you gotta rotate. What other meds do you take and do they help? Ugh no easy answer to this. I have tried sleep restriction therapy but it’s rough and makes it hard to chase after the kiddos on 5 hrs a sleep a night. Plus it doesn’t solve the anxiety and ruminations I get. Meds freak me out.

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@ancl123
I can’t even imagine having this in childhood so for that my heart goes out to you. Mine started after kids now 47. Probably hormones involved on hrt which doesn’t help.

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@ancl123
Last night Doxapin 3mg didn’t nothing for me another night it helped. If sleep restriction helped I would continue it even with 5 hrs. Definitely makes it hard with kids but doable physically. It’s the mental part that gets me I get full out panic attacks and think about it all day. I hate meds too. Just want on Prozac hopefully that helps since lexapro didn’t. Feeling really upset about this it’s hard to understand if you never went through it. Gummies even medical grade don’t help me sadly. Right now trazadone and Remeron. Take every other night.

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@ancl123 I hope you get some relief on the Prozac! Please keep us posted on how that goes. Haven’t tried Remeron yet but might. I got a few hours on Trazodone but not the whole night. Going to try and stay on 5 mg Lexapro to see if things even out for me and if not will probably also do what you’re doing. I hope the Prozac works for you! Sending good thoughts and prayers your way!

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@ancl123 I hope you get some relief on the Prozac! Please keep us posted on how that goes. Haven’t tried Remeron yet but might. I got a few hours on Trazodone but not the whole night. Going to try and stay on 5 mg Lexapro to see if things even out for me and if not will probably also do what you’re doing. I hope the Prozac works for you! Sending good thoughts and prayers your way!

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Aw thank you 😊 don’t forget me and reach back out anytime! I hope everything goes better for you better then u can imagine:) I like Remeron for like 1-2 times a week u may like it too I took like 5mg

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@climbingmountains81
Aw thank you 😊 don’t forget me and reach back out anytime! I hope everything goes better for you better then u can imagine:) I like Remeron for like 1-2 times a week u may like it too I took like 5mg

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@ancl123 definitely won’t forget you! We’ll get through this! I hope the same for you! Why do you only take Remeron 1-2 times a week? How does it make you feel? And the Ashwagandha might help you with the anxiety!

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Hello! I am a 47 year old mom of 4 kids. When my last daughter was born I went on lexapro due to very upsetting insomnia, anxiety and depression postpartum. I had this issue of insomnia and anxiety before my first was born as well but thankfully I was ok for many years while my kids were little and was on no meds. I was prescribed lexapro after my last daughter born, rough startup but eventually It overall worked for 8 years at 10mg. I would still have flare ups of insomnia which I wasn’t crazy about occasionally still once or twice a month. I slowly weaned to 5 went off and had no issues other then some crying spells. 4 months have gone by. I went off because I didn’t want to be on meds longer and felt overall better and was hoping to loose some stuck weight. I did loose my dad in February and have a very stressful issue with my 16 year old behaviorally so perhaps wasn’t best decision.2 weeks ago I started to spiral with depression and anxiety I was waking up at 5am often I think brought on by stress. Decided to go back on 5mg lexapro a week ago. My insomnia got much worse after trying to restart 5mg lexapro I wake up at 1:30 and can’t go back to bed. Freaked me out and stopped it. My new symptom is panic attacks which I didn’t have in the past where adrenaline rushes through myBody multiple times a day. I am now trying tryptophan, theanine, valerian, and cbd and thc gummies is my next option.the last 3 nights I have slept 3- 4 hrs last night I popped a Xanax because woke up after one hr and couldn’t go back to bed. Not sure whatTo do. I also am getting to premenopausal age so perhaps some of this factors in. I’m thinking this is a relapse and will need meds for life 😭Has anyone restarted lexapro or there drugs and had a success story? Scared to go through side effects startup and have to switch meds. Anyone here on meds for life?Thank you in advance 😊

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Thank you for sharing...sharing your story can and will help you and others.

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Thank you for sharing...sharing your story can and will help you and others.

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@joeyjensen1959
I certainly hope so once I find the solution!

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@joeyjensen1959
I certainly hope so once I find the solution!

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@ancl123 keep looking don't give up....you will find it somewhere.

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@ancl123 keep looking don't give up....you will find it somewhere.

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@joeyjensen1959
Thank you I needed to hear this today 😊

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@ancl123 keep looking don't give up....you will find it somewhere.

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@joeyjensen1959
I started Prozac a week ago so hopefully with Prozac 🤞

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