I am three years into a dual diagnosis of acute Epstein Barr Virus and CLL and I am reaching my wit's end. Looking for help, advice, and support on dealing with pain management, widely fluctuating energy levels, a desire to exercise – but little energy to do so, diet, homeopathic help etc. The good news is that my numbers for both have changed little over the last 12 months. The bad news is I still feel like sh_t. I am self-employed and struggling to keep my business going.