A nervous human-being
Anybody somebody if youre out there and you believe in God please pray for my father as he goes in for open heart surgery next Monday. He is 70 yrs young i cant lose him i refuse to be here without him or my mother yea i know this life isnt forever i also have kids and dont know what they would do without me but i would die from a broken heart i just know it had God called them home without expectancy for sure. i can hardly enjoy the now for worrying about things like that. Oh how i pray we just all be called at once in the rapture the first go round so i wont experience a loss, my heart isnt that strong. i cant sleep i have insomnia ugh its like my brain is on an icebox that doesnt work because its so full of sadness but everyone is yet alive, God help me and forgive me for being so fearful although i do believe in you!