Squamous cell carcinoma (SCC) P16+
the biopsy stated P16 positive squamous cell carcinoma with associated necrosis...
Things are flying by me so fast, yet I read the article from Mayo saying less is more. Also waiting on a call back as I want to explore the options that I don't even know what is about to happen, I have never ever had any issues and out of no where here this lump is.
I should state also I've never ever had surgery, been in the hospital etc. but also I am very careful as I totally freak out (potential heart attack levels of freaking out) with needles and anything medical. I can't even stand to be in a hospital room. So when things are flying at me I have zero time to try to wrap my head around any of this.
Sorry for the long wind.... but any info to start to process this would help. I'm supposed to do a PET scan when I get back from vacation. trust me when I say that took me 2 weeks to get my head to where I MIGHT get through it.
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Thank you, brother Ray! I appreciate hearing your story. It is encouraging that maybe it won't be as bad as they prepare us for. I'm glad to hear about the gym. That was a question I had. Will I have the energy and will it help. I'm going to now begin praying and making the gym a priority. Thanks for that! God is always faithful! I have no less reason to worship than I had before. His mercies are new every morning! Thanks for your prayers! We know God hears us.
Blessings
Bruce
I had 3/4 of my tongue removed, double neck dissection, then 6 weeks of radiation and chemo. It was all very tolerable, but the last half of the radiation was uncomfortable. The worst part was the ropey phlegm that made it hard to sleep. The trick to not losing weight is to drink the 530 calorie Boosts that you can order on Amazon by the case. I have been drinking a case a week for the last year and still enjoy them. God bless! You got this!
Thanks Mike! I'm from MN as well. Left in 2009 when NWA merged with Delta. Finished my career in Georgia, then retired in 2012 and ended up in Missouri. It's quite nice here in the Missouri River bluff country. Everything MN was without the cold, the snow, or the mosquitos. But I do miss the lakes. Thanks for your story and the tip on the Boosts. I suspected I would be drinking something like that. Good to know the 530s do the job!.
Be blessed
Bruce
I had almost the exact diagnosis in March this year. I had no surgery but underwent 35 sessions of radiation and weekly chemo. 7 weeks total. The pain does get progressively worse and by week 7 and the next month or so after that it is no fun. I lost 40 lbs. I did not get a feeding tube and am not sure I I should have. Liquid Boost was my diet for some time.
I am 5 months out now and can tell you there is light at the end of this treatment. I can tasted, my diet is normalizing and I am still able to work.
I am still gaining strength. I am able to work. I do not enjoy eating as much as pre cancer treatment and I don’t sleep like I used to. All that said I am so much better in just 5 months. I think your 2 years to normal estimate is probably a good one. Still it’s not terrible. I have my 2nd scan next month a believe that I am cancer free.
Hi Bruce, I read through Lamentations 3 every morning. Sounds like we may have a similar wavelength.
Bruce, Excellent description of your diagnosis. I just went through this exactly. (April 13, 2023) I had TORS surgery to remove base of tongue tumor ( negative margins during surgery). The lymph nodes on one side of Neck were remove and sent off to Pathology. I was considered State 2/ minor Stage 3. ( June 1, 2023) I had 30 rounds of Proton Radiation to "cleanup" any cancer that may have been left behind from HPV16 base of tongue and Few Lymph nodes on one side of Neck . l was very worried about going on a feed tubing , Dysphagia and Not being about to swallow (eat or drink). I started doing mouth,Neck, tongue and swallowing exercises prior to proton Radiation. If you have a Speech therapist they can help you with this. Also, There are tons of Youtube videos on the subject. It was a struggle to eat during radiation and I FORCED myself. You will lose appetite and everything has no taste. Today 2.5 months out of radiation treatment. I can eat and drink about anything I wish. However I still have no appetite or taste much at all. During Treatment I was eating very soft diet. Think eggs, cottage cheese, Milk, Smoothies, bologna, Boost,Shakes, soups, etc. My taste buds are about 20% and seem to be coming back some. My mucositis has just about gone away and My saliva production is slowly getting better. My hair has stopped falling out. Beard hair I lost has not returned. Mouth Sores and Neck skin burns healed within weeks of final treatment. My stamina is back to about 80% but Some days only 60%. Head and Neck Radiation is a real tough deal. If I where you I would research Proton VS Photon Radiation and side effects. I my opinion Proton is more targeted with less side effects. However, It is a battle as insurance companies do not want to pay for Proton when Photon is much cheaper. In closing you are facing a very winnable battle but make no mistake it is a difficult journey. I see you have faith in God which is why I am typing today. I firmly believe it you have faith the Good Lord will get you through anything..Good luck to you. You can and will make it!
Hi Dave, - thanks for your story. I was offered the "no surgery - high dose Rad and weekly chemo" but opted against it. I'm going to have the surgery and hopefully "lighter" rad and only 3 chemo treatments spaced over the 5-6 weeks. My first instinct is to get this out of me now.
I'm wishing I could just have the surgery and double neck dissection and call it a day. How critical is the radiation anyway? That's what I'm asking myself today.
I find myself, after all the Covid malarkey, wondering what is truly needed? and what is just revenue stream? The medical / pharma insustry has not done much to make me trust them these last few years. I have some more questions for my Oncological team I guess.
Venting a little tonight.....
Bruce
Wow, Ray. that's some heavy reading. There are some key and well known verse here for sure. but the first part of the chapter is new to me. I don't think I've ever read it. Jeremiah is quite broken and hopeless and yet is determined to hope in the Lord. That is the message of the chapter I guess. I will read it again and meditate on it. Thanks man!
Thank you for your story. I will check into the Proton vs Photon issue. I'm finding myself wondering if the "cleanup" is necessary or just revenue stream? What if surgery with clear margins gets it all? What happens if there is no Rad and no Chemo? No damage? no burns? no tooth destruction? no dead taste buds? no fatigue? Seriously! What are the risks? 1 in 100? 1 in 1000? What are we talking here? I'm going to need to ask this question of the Doctors.
Sorry for the rant but I can't seem to help it. I need some answers.
Thanks again for sharing your story - I do really appreciate it.
I understand your view and doubts. I went to Mayo Clinic in Jacksonville. I feel they gave me the best treatment for recovery. Surgery was an option except they were not comfortable taking my lymph node out as it was right on my carotid artery.
One thing you might ask re:radiation. Can they do proton radiation in your case vs photon radiation. Proton is much more precise and the side effects, I have heard are much less than photon. Think hammer vs needle.
Best wishes on your treatment and I am glad you have faith in Christ Jesus. He goes through it with you.