Newly diagnosed and can’t get a handle on my anxiety
Hello All. I am very happy to have found this group. I am awaiting my cultures but I have been advised to expect an NTM diagnosis. My nodules and other pulmonary changes were found incidentally with a Calcium scoring test.
I am 68 y.o. “healthy” female and my entire adult life has centered around an active and healthy lifestyle. I run, swim, bike ride with my husband and it’s what our life is all about. Since my diagnosis, I am in an extreme state of anxiety and panic and cannot “settle myself down”. I am not sleeping well and I have a horrible knot in my stomach.
I am filled with grief and sadness. I am overwhelmed by the amount of information and now feel completely constrained from living a normal life. I’ve ordered .2 micron filters for the tap and my shower as well as the Life Straw and Steri Pen. I am terrified now to do anything- go out to eat, shower, ride my bike if windy and chance of dust blowing.
I guess my question is related to feeling this way and I wonder how long this stage lasts until I can find a balance and some type of normalcy. At this point, I do not see how I am going to deal with this diagnosis and enjoy my life. Please share how you were able to deal with these feelings and any tips to get out of this horrible state of mind. Thank you all so much, Lynda Saathoff
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@chch1 Thank you from a newbie to this platform. I’ve found a “Instagram” exercises to help drain your lymphatic system which seems to be helping me with staying active and draining my lymph nodes. I don’t need to go to a gym and its sporadic body movements without weights. I did not know that your lungs are major source for draining your lymph nodes, deep breathing.
@lbsaathoff Hi Lynda, I'd love to connect. I'll look for your PM, or I can try to send you one.
@macentee22 Thank you! I'll check out those exercises for days I can't make it to the gym.
@chch1 Thank you for laying out your life with BE and MAC! I am overwhelmed as Lynda is, as I have been recently diagnosed and am just starting the Big 3. I was diagnosed with asthma about 2 years ago and turns out my issues are really more related to bronchiectasis.
I feel constrained with all these added responsibilities but hope the nebulizing and antibiotic regimen becomes easier to deal with. I guess my question is why do you limit alcohol? It will be hard for me to not want to enjoy a few drinks when in social settings.
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I have a SafeWater filter for my kitchen sink but haven’t been able to place it on faucet. The adaptors included don’t fit. Also we have a pull down faucet head and I think I would have to replace and have a non pull down.
How did you install yours? Could you send a picture if possible?
@pgpunch I'm so sorry that you're feeling overwhelmed. I think that many of us feel that way at the start - I surely did - but find that it becomes part of our everyday routines pretty quickly.
I've come to realize that this disease is really about choices. Do I give up gardening, cutting the grass, my favorite junk food, swimming pools - the list is infinite. My nightly glass of wine was really nice, but not necessarily a positive in helping my body fight infection. Was it hurting? I can't say, but I could say that it wasn't helping, so my choice was to limit it. There are times when a glass of wine with friends is really special, and then I indulge!
For what it's worth, when I first met my UNC pulm doc and mentioned wine, she didn't flinch at all or comment on it or tell me I should give it up. But please remember that I am not on antibiotics as I think that makes a difference. Please talk to your prescribing doctor about that. Sending a hug for you....
@lbsaathoff We have a gooseneck faucet with no pulldown. It had an aerator at the end so I just uscrewed the aerator, removing it and was able to screw on the Safe Water Products filter with no problem. We were just lucky that it fit exactly without the need for any of the included adaptors.
Do you know what type faucet you have by chance? Moen, Delta?
@pgpunch Hello, I’m newbie. Alcohol and ABx do not mix #1. In addition, here is the real reason: Alcohol contains sulfites and histamines that trigger airway constriction, coughing, and sneezing. I was an occasional drinker when I was asked by my Rhuematologist to stop drinking—I did because I knew in her voice that it wasn’t good for me. Now I know why. Hope this helps.
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2 ReactionsHi Linda, I’m sorry about your anxiety. I know a lot about that since I have a long list of rare medical conditions that I’m dealing with. I take meds to help me with anxiety. But I also have a therapist, which I highly recommend to everyone. There are group therapists and individual ones. And it’s covered by Medicare. I found her through my husband’s oncologist. I can’t keep all the balls in the air without her.