Cocaine addiction

Late night? Are you still struggling? I suggest NA or CA or rehab. If you want to get off of the Coke, you can do it but you will need the support of other recovering addicts. I am living proof that it can be done.

@diverdown1 seeing your post has really given me more energy to want to stay clean from coke but it’s so hard like in my opinion coke is the hardest drug to come off of

@damien1826 Hi, I think the drug of choice for any of us that are addicted is a difficult thing, staying off it can be the hardest. Personally, I can not be around it at all. I have run the gamut of different substances and opiates and alcohol, at the end of my using, were the hardest, for me. I got to the point, though, that I knew, in my soul, that I was never going to be okay and would probably not live long if I did not stop and change. I started going back to meetings. I am still clean. 8 and 1/2 years now. That is something I never thought I could do. I wake up everyday grateful that I am not using. It is a death merry go round. I believe it is so important to find other people that are like me, that understand the cravings, triggers and all that go with addiction. There are people that you may find that when you hear their story, you think, "That sounds just like me." If you need to go to a 28 program or even an intensive outpatient program, do that if it will save you. All you need to do is not pick up, today. Do not even think about tomorrow. If you have to do today in 5, 10 30 minutes, just to not pick up, do that. There are also NA meetings online, as well as AA and I bet CA. I find that any of the 12 step meetings work for me, as I do not feel alone. You also may be able to help someone else with something you say. First things first, though, try not to use JUST TODAY. Hang in there, please. I do not know you, but I still want you to live.