~ Flat out at the bottom: so many bills to pay, not sleeping, worry ~
I have not been here for awhile …. I am just totally flat out at the bottom. I’m on a list to get a low-income apartment, but so far none is available, I have so many bills to pay off …. I’m getting dentures and I have a huge bill from my dentist, another big bill from my Oral Surgeon, I will soon have a bill of $6000 for a new heating A/C unit I own in Frederick – I’m renting it out and can’t sell it because I’m “under water”, and then of course the normal things like food, Rx’s, gas, electric, etc.
I have not been able to sleep for weeks worrying about this …. I just don’t have enough coming in to pay all the payments that are to go out every month. I’m in a constant state of high anxiety and am having IBS from it, plus migraines. I want to get a job, but I think I’ll try to go full time rather than part time. At 72, I didn’t expect needing a full time job, but it is what it is.
So these are the golden years, huh? Yea, right.