I think I had a panic attack yesterday and now I feel dizzy

I guess I should start a couple weeks ago. I'm in my first year of my phd progam and I plan to study operator algebras. I probably could have taken my algebra and analysis quals coming in, but a week before they were meant to happen I panicked and so I'm in all first year classes; largely review material for me but very work-intensive so I don't mind.

About three weeks ago, near the beginning of October, I fell into a depressive episode and stopped doing my homework, stopped doing my grading, only barely showing up to classes. This was exacerbated by the fact that I have undiagnosed ADHD, and ran out of adderall and was unable to focus. About a week ago I got some adderall, started catching up on my backlog of work, started feeling a lot better about myself, etc. just in time for an analysis midterm.

During the midterm, I finished the first two questions in about 15 minutes. Then I stopped being able to think clearly, and started to feel a bit dizzy. I asked if I could step outside for a bit, was told that I could. I could barely walk in a straight line. Then I started hyperventilating curled up on the floor outside and my professor was super nice and is letting me retake the test another time.

Today, I feel like shit. I'm skipping my classes. I can't get out of bed. I have a headache. I know that if I try to stand up, I'll probably be so light-headed that I can't walk. I'm either in a new depressive episode, or the one that ended a week ago never actually ended. I have some cold symptoms too.

Even as an undergrad, I was never like this. I still had depressive episodes, but they were a lot more manageable. And I didn't have these things that I think are panic attacks, at least nowhere near this frequency of twice in the past 3 months.

Did I have a panic attack? Is this normal? Is it normal to be this dizzy/lightheaded almost 24 hours afterwards?

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@noncommutativedepression it is dangerous to take someone else’s medication sold by them. There are people out there selling dangerously contaminated drugs that at best will land you in hospital and at worst, kill you. PLEASE don’t buy from others!

Make an appointment to see your doctor ASAP, and if Adderall is what you feel you need, or want, ask your doctor for a prescription. The doctor may even have a suggestion for a more effective medication.

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@noncommutativedepression Thank you for coming to Mayo Clinic Connect to share this very painful and personal information.

I’ve been in a Ph.D. Program. I had my first major depressive episode shortly after I finished my baccalaureate degree when I was in my mid-20’s. I had panic attacks during and after my doctoral program. I’m now 71-years old and so with a lot of therapy and many hours of retrospection I realize that my mood and anxiety changes were due to relationships I was in during the time I was a student and a postdoctoral fellow. This is all by way of saying that I really do understand what the extreme expectations and unrelenting pressures of doctoral work and life in academia feels like.

I’m going to offer some advice so please sit down with your favorite hot beverage (a cup of tea, perhaps) and let me share. Please, please, do not take anything such as Adderall that is not prescribed for you from a physician. It’s possible that what you took is not what the seller said it was and your body and mind are too precious to ingest something that has an unknown source. What you described could very well be a panic attack. I don’t want to see you develop panic disorder in which you have even more symptoms and begin to isolate and not function in the life that you treasure and love. Please make an appointment with a physician and share your symptoms. The first place to start at this point is to make sure there is nothing physically going on. Then, make an appointment with a psychotherapist. If there are therapists on your campus you can find out if you can have a virtual visit. Or a phone visit as a start. This isn’t about whether you are motivated to do this. It’s about your Willingness to take care of yourself.

If you do decide that medication could be helpful then this is something to talk with the physician about. In the state where I live (Michigan) only licensed medical professionals (physicians, physician assistants and nurse practitioners) are allowed to prescribe. Psychologists and other mental health professionals are not allowed to prescribe medications but they can make recommendations and work with your doctor.

You are the most important person in your life. You must be a very bright and intellectually capable individual to be accepted into a Ph.D. Program. If you need to take a leave of absence for a period of time to work on yourself then it is possible to do that in most universities. This is something you can talk to the Dean of Students of the Dean of your Division (College of Math and Sciences?). There are many resources for you at your university.

Now that I’m finished with my advice what questions do you have what else would you like for me to know about you? What are willing to do to care for yourself?

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I replied with same recommendation not to take any medications not prescribed to you. I developed PTSD which led into Anxiety/Panic Disorder. All my medications are prescribed by Mayo Psychology/Psychiatric department after consultation with all my other care providers.

Without this you may be making things worse or causing another disorder to start. I am glad you came on and provided this advise.

What a great caring post!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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@noncommutativedepression, how are you doing today?

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Depression often gives one panic attacks, anxiety attacks and even agoraphobia. I have had all 3 with depression. The panic attacks is something that is intense, never was dizzy afterwards but everyone is different. I believe I have ADHD but never was tested for it, I never thought about it until I read up on it. You may want to seek therapy and discuss your signs as I am only giving you what I went through.

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Can you talk to your Dr.? I have panic/ anxiety black outs. I come to on the floor. Please take good care of your self! Rest.

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Hey there @noncommutativedepression, how are you doing?
I’m sorry to hear this has been happening to you - sounds very difficult.
I’m not going to get on your case regarding meds you obtain from people who have a prescription and sell unused doses; there are many inadequacies and biases in the world and people will do what they need to do to get by, so there’s no judgement from me here ❤️‍🩹
The only concern I have is for you to have a correct diagnosis both for ADHD and if there was any underlying physical condition that may have contributed/caused your symptoms - especially considering they have been lingering beyond what would normally be expected when experiencing the symptoms of panic.
One thing that does come to mind is some of the side effects of some medications can induce part of what you’ve experienced, particularly if there’s limited or intermittent access/ingestion/dosing of medications.
I agree with other posters that a thorough physical work up would be helpful, and then some excellent support for your psychological health, including ADHD assessments and then a professional who is very familiar with working with this condition in adults.
The other matter I wanted to raise is good nutrition - when I was at university I often put aside food/water to hit the books (which would be much more like hitting the keyboard these days I’m guessing hehe), and I then had a decline in general health and immunity, resulting in getting colds and flus, and other infections like bugs in the digestive tract much more easily…there was many students jam packed in like sardines where I went to class, so there was no opportunity to socially distance for the benefit of health outcomes.
Do you get the chance to eat some healthy food and have access to drinking water throughout the campus? Otherwise, I wondered if you might be interested in researching a quality multivitamin and mineral supplement, because brain activity and function does rely on good nutritional availability in the body 🙂
Besides that, I just wanted to say I hope you feel better, and feel encouraged and ready to go get some help from your surrounding medical facilities.
All the best to you, and don’t be afraid of what the body does - it’s a weird and wonderful complicated thing that sometimes has it’s bad days, but it can also get better with good investigations and ongoing care and support 🙂🌺

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You have already received some very good advice here. Yes, a physical work up is in order. On-going dizziness can be physically caused by so many health issues & certainly fixable - the inner ear, migraines, dehydration, low blood sugar, unstable blood pressure, motion sickness, even heart disease (I certainly hope that is not the case with you).
Now let's talk about mental health...the mind-body connection undeniable in my opinion.
I have suffered with multiple layers of trauma my entire life. I am 68 y. o. and my PTSD, no surprised, morphed into a severe panic disorder. So I know of what you speak. Yes, I have had severe dizzy with my attacks and even without my attacks! So, yes, I believe "dizziness" can manifest for a long time. I even got to a point when I started "thinking"..."am I dizzy?" and was - a self-fulfilling prophecy.
No question you are under a lot of stress with your PhD. program. You must have "fears" about working towards it and may not even being aware of it. Panic Disorder = Feeling Unsafe - in my opinion. And an internal feeling of being unsafe always brought on anxiety for me - which can bloom and grow. Perhaps a time out from your studies to work on your mental health is in order? Get yourself back to a "good place". You heard all this before...yoga, meditation, guided imagery, inspiration readings, prayers, music, gratitude journal, being in nature, walks - everything that can possibly bring to back to a peaceful place.
Of course, a good therapist and psychiatrist essential. And perhaps anti-anxiety medication is in order? A low dose...sometimes just "knowing" you have it on your person makes you feel secure. And there are, of course, medications for dizziness which might be helpful for you to break this cycle.
All the best to you! Believe me, you are not alone.

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@noncommutativedepression

I don't know any, aside from a handful of addictive substances that I'm trying to use less of these days.

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Addictive drugs is not the answer, if you are coming off of drugs that could be the reason, the human body is a marvelous machine it can heal on it own if left to do so, not over indulged with
drugs, prescription or otherwise.

Get clean, let your body rest and acclimate to being clean, the panic attacks should lessen.

If not, see your doctorand discuss what is going on.

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@noncommutativedepression We haven't heard from you recently. How are you doing? Do any of the responses you have read here, resonate with you? We care!
Ginger

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