Haven’t posted for quite some time. Almost two years ago I had a VAT surgery to remove a stage one small cancer in my lower right lung. I am blessed that through a routine heart scan this was found early. All follow ups have shown no return of the cancer. Am due in mid September for my third six month CT scan. I read of so many of you who have, or are going through much more trying situations than I. Thus I don’t feel comfortable writing about my growing anxiety and fear about this. It is the “what if” that has me so filled with anxiety and trepidation. I know to live in the present, but this fear continues to lurk right beneath The surface. I have a great oncologist and my basic manner is to be optimistic about most things, but with this cancer thing, the fear stays near, or at the surface. II live alone with 4 rescue doggies and feel being so isolated due to this Covid scare has not helped matters at all. I am hoping to just hear some positive things from others and/or tips to deal with the fear and anxiety. Thank you all for even reading this. God bless you all as well.
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