Aren't you tired of living and waiting for things to get better?

Posted by carrotbunny @carrotbunny, May 10 10:23am

I'm tired and I just want to die already. I don't know how to bring back my enthusiasm. I wake up wishing that I didn't wake up. I want to die in my sleep. I'm so so tired. Exhausted.

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Wonderful attitude refers to "just judy's" comments. Forgot to reference her. Kay

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Dont let them win! Dont give up.I know its hard, my husband is a Narcissist and has mild dementia. He sucks the life out of everything, including me. But I just have to have hope. Find something that gave you joy, whether its music, reading, whatever brings you some peace, and lets your mind escape for awhile. If you can, find the strength to start a plan to make things better. That alone can bring you some hope. Just keep trying. You can change the situation and all these people are here for you. Therapists never did work for me, but thats me.

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@dfb

We treat our pets better than we treat our fellow humans. If I were the family dog, I’d have been put down by now.

I don’t want to keep trying to get better. I want my life over and I’d like the end not to be violent.

It’s Sunday morning, the worst time of the week for me. I try to remember that I’ll feel a little better as the day goes on.

Or is it that I just get used to it. I guess it doesn’t matter.

I have come to believe that all mental illness is a symptom of an underlying problem with the brain,

All that my doctors seem to be able to do is treat those symptoms. Hopefully one day we’ll figure out what those problems are.

No one should have to live the way many of us do. And we are in a country with the most advanced neuroscience in the world,

What is to become of those who suffer where there is no understanding.

If there is a God please help us all.

I hope everyone can find peace.

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dfb: Since you mentioned God, I will mention Him, too.
He IS the source of all peace and He IS our help.
We wrestle with ourselves, others and yes, Gods enemies… the ones Hes created, both spiritual and flesh.
He created us, He knows us, He loves us and He has a plan for us.
Here's the thing: we are co-laborers With Him.
If you want freedom from despair and want His Hope and Healing, its there for the asking.

Your part will be to pray to Him and pour your heart out to Him and to Read His Truth in the Bible.
If you dont have one, get one.
Ask Him for what you need.
Then start reading a psalm in the morning and a proverb at night. Keep a notebook with you and write what speaks to you. Ask God to give you His wisdom. Ask Him to teach you what He wants you to learn.
Sit quietly and listen.

Then go outside an look at all the beauty around you. Focus on creation. Look at the ordinary as extraordinary.
Try to discipline your thoughts to All things good.

Then write about your experiences; noting all GOOD revelations.
Your mind and heart are weary. There’s hope! Because God created both and since Hes the manufacturer, HE has the remedy.
He loves you and created you for His purpose. EVEN in the pain. Yes, its true. Hes mindful of your pain.

Place youself into His hands. He WILL guide you, comfort you and lead you. To do that, read His Word.
Thats a lamp unto your feet!
Blessings to you. ❤️❤️❤️

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