4 decades on meth can I really stop using is there hope?
I am 57 years old I have been using meth/crank since I was 14. I was an IV drug user. I have been clean for a month, but my thoughts of using is a constant battle. A battle i don't ever seem to win. I feel as if there is no hope and I should reside myself to the fact I'm probably going to die from this horrific addiction. The want to get better is there within me but thats not enough to keep me drug free. What am I doing wrong and if I figure that out can I actually do it what is right!