Back in 2006 I had a spangalion hernia. The doctor put in the mesh but it wasn't a defective mesh but it was so long that it curled up and it tripped on my nerves. I was in pain for 4 years. Finally it was taken out in another mesh was not put in. He sewed it in. Back in 2015 I went back in again and they said that I had another hernia but with all the pain I went through for those for the 6 years I just said let It Go. I am actually petrified to go back and have surgery. I went in March 29th. I had a severe gallbladder attack. They took out my gallbladder and I ended up with esbl e. Coli and I end it up with lvbbb which is left ventricle bundle Branch block. . I was discharged from the hospital and on April 15th I had another severe e coli attack and this time I was in the hospital for 3 days and they released me and then on April 27th I had another severe e coli attack. I was in the hospital for 6 days so mind you I did hace septic. So since March 29th I told May 6 I was on high potent antibiotics everyday. And with everything going on I developed this UTI and I guess I had it when I was in the hospital too from the e coli. The first time that they swabbed me a couple weeks ago I had guardnella. Now Hematuria. Now I have hernias. I was told I am now e coli susceptible. I cannot have any greens without them being cooked because they might have e coli on it. I had to get rid of my garden. I have to constantly wash my hands. Just touching the wrong thing. Will put me back into an e coli state again. I had to cancel my nuclear stress test from my heart because I can't have any injections cuz with the e coli still in me it will give me sepsis. Going to see the hernia doctor next week. I also have an appointment with infectious disease in the first week of July. I also have an appointment with a urologist gynecologist. So at this present moment I'm just waiting lathering myself with all kinds of creams that were prescribed for me down there. So the vulva will stop burning . So I don't know what I'm going to do if he tells me I need surgery?