@goatgirl28
A devastating situation for you. This disease takes so much from us but I encourage you to remain hopeful. I was using a wheelchair most of the time last year but now I am able to walk short distances without pain. It enables me to go to the grocery store and walk from the car a short distance. I can sometimes drive but I recognize when I don't have the capacity and find other solutions.
All small victories but I'm grateful for them.
I hope you find your way to some small victories that might give you hope for some bigger ones in the future.