Living with Neuropathy - Welcome to the group

@winney @johnbishop Thank you so much for your responses. It means alot to be acknowledged and having our feelings validated.

@fiesty76 I like that call name. Fiesty is good. I am not feeling very fiesty. The pain throughout my body is taking a toll. My brain is fried with pain, especially in my toes , feet and legs. I can feel the progression My neurologist tells me it is the way it is and will not get better It is just managing the symptoms which includes the pain. This all came about as idiopathic because I don;t or didn't have diabetes..Now after almost 5 years of neuropathy my A!C is off. This makes the doctor think I am diabetic or pre diabetic. So did the neuropathy cause that. My quality of life has done a dramatic change.My feet and toes hurt so bad that even a percocet (which I am prescribed) doesn;t do much. I take Gabapentin 600 mg at night I don't see it is helping and then think maybe it would be worse if I didn't take it. Is this the way I have to live waiting to die. ? Sorry friends, I haven't been out of bed long and the pain is kicking my butt and I am feeling sorry for myself. I do normal things one day and suffer so much the next day. I read these posts everyday and I do get hope and encouragement. Need a little extra today. I do have an appointment with the podiatrist next week, for all that is worth. At least get my nails clipped just like an old horse. Sorry I am in a bummer. Love you all.. .

@fiesty76 I like that call name. Fiesty is good. I am not feeling very fiesty. The pain throughout my body is taking a toll. My brain is fried with pain, especially in my toes , feet and legs. I can feel the progression My neurologist tells me it is the way it is and will not get better It is just managing the symptoms which includes the pain. This all came about as idiopathic because I don;t or didn't have diabetes..Now after almost 5 years of neuropathy my A!C is off. This makes the doctor think I am diabetic or pre diabetic. So did the neuropathy cause that. My quality of life has done a dramatic change.My feet and toes hurt so bad that even a percocet (which I am prescribed) doesn;t do much. I take Gabapentin 600 mg at night I don't see it is helping and then think maybe it would be worse if I didn't take it. Is this the way I have to live waiting to die. ? Sorry friends, I haven't been out of bed long and the pain is kicking my butt and I am feeling sorry for myself. I do normal things one day and suffer so much the next day. I read these posts everyday and I do get hope and encouragement. Need a little extra today. I do have an appointment with the podiatrist next week, for all that is worth. At least get my nails clipped just like an old horse. Sorry I am in a bummer. Love you all.. .

@summertime, I'm glad you like my "handle" but do want you to know that like @jesfactsmon suggested, some days probably most of us feel @crappy too. Those days are wretched and having a safe and understanding place to vent can really help. I was starting a reply when a call came that my friend could come sit at my outdoor table to help me with my new android cell phone. Know idea if I completed the post to you and sent it or not. So if I'm repeating myself, just chalk it up to olde and forgetful, ok?

My cardiologist referred me to a neurologist for numb feet a yr ago. When tests didn't find the source of the neuropathy, the doc ordered diabetes testing which showed me pre-diabetic. Neither of these maladies were ever reported by other family members. I don't know which came first.. the cart or horse but Metformin was prescribed for the diabetes and nothing for the neuropathy.

I stopped the Metformin on my own because of continuing nausea, appetite and weight loss. Thirty lost lbs and multiple tests later, I never received a medical reason for the loss but did receive an additional diagnosis of chronic kidney disease (ckd). When it rains it pours, yes?

@rswinney, posting about "when we're in our own soup, we're in our own soup" is a good descriptor. I always say, "if your foot is broken and my hip is broken, we both hurt". And, as Rachel continued, some days our diversions work and help and others they just don't. That's when it is good to have a group like this who can listen, support and just commiserate. As she and @john wrote, it helps to remember you are not alone and others are hoping "your day gets better and better". Bet other heads were nodding in agreement as we read that one day we do more normal things and the next day we pay the price. Take care. We are here for you and each other.

@fiesty76 I like that call name. Fiesty is good. I am not feeling very fiesty. The pain throughout my body is taking a toll. My brain is fried with pain, especially in my toes , feet and legs. I can feel the progression My neurologist tells me it is the way it is and will not get better It is just managing the symptoms which includes the pain. This all came about as idiopathic because I don;t or didn't have diabetes..Now after almost 5 years of neuropathy my A!C is off. This makes the doctor think I am diabetic or pre diabetic. So did the neuropathy cause that. My quality of life has done a dramatic change.My feet and toes hurt so bad that even a percocet (which I am prescribed) doesn;t do much. I take Gabapentin 600 mg at night I don't see it is helping and then think maybe it would be worse if I didn't take it. Is this the way I have to live waiting to die. ? Sorry friends, I haven't been out of bed long and the pain is kicking my butt and I am feeling sorry for myself. I do normal things one day and suffer so much the next day. I read these posts everyday and I do get hope and encouragement. Need a little extra today. I do have an appointment with the podiatrist next week, for all that is worth. At least get my nails clipped just like an old horse. Sorry I am in a bummer. Love you all.. .

@bustrbrwn22. So true! Sometimes it's really hard to describe pain. It's so abstract!

@colleenyoung I hope there aren’t 2 of us with the same handle. I am new and go by Bustrbrwn22. I have had worsening sciatica for the past 10 years and am now practically bedridden from pain. I am on my feet to go to the bathroom and very little else. I am prescribed a very minimal amount of hydrocodone probably because I have debilitated anxiety and massive depression which has only responded to benzos. Believe me I have tried every antidepressant, anti anxiety, and non-narcotic drug there is. It is a struggle to make through every day. Pain is at a 10 now at all times from right butt, right hamstring, outsides of both calves, and bottoms of both feet. I purchased the TENS unit Kedsum that someone recommended and I could at least wash some dishes today but the minute it turns off the pain is excruciating. Any advice or kindness is so appreciated.