In 1992, after brain surgery I developed severe depression... So bad that within 2 months I had 3 suicide attempts. I figured that God wasn't done with me yet. I was later put on valproic acid which is a great mood stabilizer. They are my 'happy pills!' After being on them for years, I've learned to accept myself for who I am. I fear nothing in this life. I often approach strangers to tell them what a beautiful smile they have. I feel that people need encouragement these days. Most say I've made their day something special.
Thank God I now have a positive outlook on life. I love spreading my happiness around. I also have so much to be thankful for after all these 70 years of my life. Many of my prayers have been answered and my family loves me. They are ever so supportive of someone who hated his life once.