Many symptoms still 2 months after meningioma surgery
I am still having pain since my surgery. I was not told anything about this surgery as far as what to expect. My face is sinking in and the middle of my head is numb. I feel so alone. The doc refuses to give melanin meds and I've been to the ER at least 5 times since the surgery and have also been admitted back in the hospital because of an infection and fever. I am nauseated daily and have difficulties eating
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1 ReactionYou are great. Your persistence is stronger than brain tumours. Contine fighting you are the winner! God bless you.
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2 ReactionsWelcome to Connect, @asuzanna. Can you tell us a bit about yourself?
I had meningioma surgery Jan 4, 2024. Two years ago. My scalp is still numb and the right side of my face feels like I have been shot up with Novacane from the dentist, waiting for it to wear off and it never does. It’s feeling of pins and needles all the time, now at times I feel a tightness like someone is trying to rip off the bandage that does not exist. Every so often a nerve will shoot off by my eye and right temporal side, That area of my face is sinking in. The surgery went well the tumor was removed, as well as, part of my right temporal lobe. I didn’t realize that was going to be removed, guess I forgot, my sons said the Dr told me. He also said nothing will change. I may be a little off to some people but I have seen and felt a big change over the last year, Slight changes creeped up until the last few month the things have magnified. My memory definitely not as sharp as it was, anxiety that I never had, now I do. It’s been showing its face a lot more than ever. My social life is gone, i am kinda fine with that. No one understands and thinks I am just giving them excuses to not do something. I recently had two other surgeries, I have been recovering from them. Haven’t been working for the last 6 months. This has been the time when I am realizing all this is due to the brain surgery. Memory loss, hard time coming up. with the right word for something I am talking about. , Using a cane to walk as I am having increased balance issues, My depression is much worse, I lost my 31 yo son 6 years ago didn’t think I could be more any more depressed, this is a different depression. Noticing some cognitive deficits, now certain foods are starting to taste bad, I love ice cream today it tasted awful, it’s store bought so I will see how it is when I buy fresh from an ice cream place. I have a hard time concentrating, filling out important papers. Have no desire to do anything, my place needs to be organized, my intentions are there, the desire is not so I sit in front of the TV. Don’t have a desire to talk on the phone much or really do anything. The though of going to a party or crowded place raises my anxiety. I want to go back to work hopefully at the end of this month. My reality is not saying this, if I continue on this road I will not be able too. I work with young children with special needs. Would never want to be a liability to the school or not give my best to the children. I will have to decide whether or not I can. I will figure it out as the time gets closer. I look good, that what everyone says, it’s nice, I like compliments the downfall is because I look good they do not believe anything is wrong, They stop there, if they would be a little patient and keep turning the page, they will know.
The cover is nice, first page says a little more, nothing that interests them so they stop there. You need to hear me, see me so I push for them to read on, wow I didn’t see that coming. They are shocked but move to something easy, they push it away, that’s something we are unable to do. I have never gotten back to driving on parkways since the surgery, it’s too stimulating for my head. Haven’t driven in 6 months due to my last two surgeries, not sure if I will be able to drive again. This has been the most challenging. My independence has been robbed from me. This is a lot. For some reason it’s hitting me more now than ever, it’s a roller coaster of a ride. It’s one that God has given me, I follow. As long as He continues to open my eyes each morning to a brand new day, I am Blessed. I am just curious if anyone else has any of these symptoms. I sign off for now, it’s 12:15 am. Going to try to get some sleep, that’s another issue as well. The gift from this is I don’t have to get up to an alarm clock. I get up a lot during the night so tend to sleep in when I can. I would love to get myself on a schedule, Baby steps I tell myself!!!
Thank you for taking the time to read this far. You are here as well as I am , We are Blessed….
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I’m so sorry you are having all this discomfort two years later. I was just diagnosed. Can you share where your tumor was located and what size? Where did you go to have craniotomy?
@as72 ,
The had a Meningioma that was pressing on my brain. It was on the right side near the temporal lobe. Not sure of the size. I will have to go back and check. My oncologist was the one who referred me to a neuro surgeon. He didn’t like the look of it from what he saw on the MRI, I was getting a lot of headaches as well. I have known about the tumor since April 2095. The Drs said I could have had it all my life, if I didn’t have to have the MRI I would not have known. I also have a pituitary adenoma/Rathkey Cleft Cyst in the pituitary area of my brain. My Dr sent me to get full work up on this. It was found it is not secreting anything, not causing any issues so it was left there. I follow up every year to make sure it hasn’t grown. Dr. Madhok, NYU Langone is my neurosurgeon. I had the surgery in NYU Langone Winthrop Hospital in Mineola. I am happy with Dr Madhok and his PA Gabrielle A. She is always available to talk or help with any issues I have had as well as help with the paperwork for my job. The surgery went well, I stayed in the hospital for 10 days, I have a blood clotting issue as well as Lupus, it was better for me to stay rather than go home. I am on my own. They made extra sure all was status quo before they released me. If you have any other questions let me know. If you would like to talk on phone I would happy to do that. Have a Blessed Day.
@disons
It sounds to me likely that you have recovered from the brain surgery but that something else is happening now. Not sure what. (I had an emergency surgery for a bleeding meningioma and it took 18 months for me to feel ok. ) Maybe in your case there were just a lot of surgeries too close together or maybe another correctible problem. And so my thought on where to start is to level with your GP and/or neurologist and see what they say to get some help in moving forward with the rest of your life.
Best wishes to you.
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1 Reaction@methel - Thank you. I am now 69, so I definitely think some were from having surgery after surgery. Some of these symptoms are due to BII, Breast Implant Illness. Thank God I had an Explant July 30, 2025. The toxic silicone implants were killing me. Feeling so much better since they are out. I didn’t know till recently that it was necessary to remove part of my temporal lobe- the amygdala was removed as well as part if not all of the hippocampus - sorry my spelling is really bad. The effects due to this can show up anytime. Most of what is happening to me is a result of that. I had read up so much of it, sad but I feel validated that there is a reason this is happening. Too many people just think I am over exaggerating everything. My new neurologist said it could definitely be from that. I see her Monday so we can discuss this further. It’s another bump in my journey. Sometimes it’s a lot and brings me down other times I go with the flow. I think losing my independence, being home restricted for so long has brought a lot of these feelings up. Once I came have a little more freedom on my own, it will just be who I am and not effect me so much as I God Willing will be more active. My PT will be here soon, have a Blessed Day.
@disons My condolences for the loss of your son.
we both had very similar operations. I had meningioma surgery march of 2024.
again weeks later to go back into the incision site to stop a bleeder. my tumor was cancerous and ended up having radiation and chemo treatments. You described numerous things wrong since the operations and we both have so many similarities in things we need to recover from, balance, cognative functions, depression and anxiety issues. i can help you with numerous things that helped me if you are willing and want to message me back, like lets try a couple at a time because too much makes me anxious. Have a blessed day.