Had this myself ..friends family fall by the wayside Don't know how to deal with it they don't Which leaves you without support ..when really needed & to be honest It also shows their true colours ...true friends wouldn't dump you because you are not good ...some family members Yes you expect them to disappear for fear of having to take some responsibility from time to time ... all the best, try & find others in your local area Support understanding goes along way when others are in same position