meld score is a 12 ?
so i barely understand this meld score thing and it scares me to my bones , so when i need a transplant this number is my ticket to one? if i need one . but see thats my question. am i just right to live 4 awhile till im older then im gonna need one right basically im in denial that i cant live on my liver 4 ever .and the anxiety and just everything gits me thinking im goin crazy and dumb 4 not taking this disease or sickness more serious i wish there were more programs where im from (stockton, california) 4 young people i was only 25 when yhey told me my liver was bad i been struggling ever .since .im 31 years old i now have varices that bleeded out i had to get bans on them .in December ,thats what it took for me to realize that i am sick and i might REALLY die. sorry i got side tracked .but i cant see myself basically waiting to see if i get better or not at my next blood test .when i look up information on the net,its all different i need some FACTS some answers to my questions like is it better to move out of California for a better chace at getting a liver? or protein is good for your liver and malnutrition but is hard on the liver? can i get hepatitis from having cirrhosis? symptons and ?s about HE? i have kaiser permanente .and my dietitian was a joke
that i think is my biggest concern now is getting the right nutrition i was 450 in dec.16 im 340 now i feel good but this news git me feelin like i did when i first found out. i would love any feedbacks or info web sites etc.. peace