how do i deal w this im so tired and sad and its just... ugh

Posted by skibidirizzler @skibidirizzler, Oct 8 8:09pm

I'm so done with everything like basically I snapped this dude and tried to set my friend up with him because she told me she liked him but then she texted me and said not to do nun but I did stuff anyway because I thought she liked him because she told me in real life she did so I tried setting her up with him and told him she likes him then she had me show her what I said and she was like “why would you do that” and she didn't talk to me for a bit during golf then she started saying how to ‘fix’ this and she told me to call her and I told her to call me and then she messaged me and said “oh I can't call” and I said “oh ok then ill fix it tomorrow I can't today I ran out of time” and I can't ask for more time because me and maya called and she remotely controlled my phone and that gives me unlimited time for a bit so in school I used tiktok for 12 mins and I'm only supposed to have 1 min because of screen time so if I sent a request for snap she would see that and I'd get grounded, then I definitely can't fix it until Friday and she was like oh you crossed a line and I'm like I'm sorry this is all I can do like I'm sorry I hurt you but I can't do anything right now and I'm scared she won't want to talk to me anymore. What do I do? I think I'm screwed, and I'm scared, sad, hurt, anxious, and fearful because she is the only person I can talk to in the entire school and during golf. Help I'm so scared right now

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Scott R L | @scottrl | Oct 9 12:43pm

Hi.

You don't offer a lot of details about yourself, but I sense that you're young enough to still be in school.

I haven't been in school in a long, long time, but what I remember from those is sharing your sense of all-or-nothing thinking.

That was wrong. What seemed like the end of the world never was. The world kept turning.
Say to yourself, over and over: This too shall pass.

This does not mean to dismiss your feelings. Those feelings are genuine, and the pain and confusion are very real. Still, trust me: they're temporary.

Chin up. Eyes forward. One day -- one step -- at a time.

Keep us posted.

Laurie, Volunteer Mentor | @roch | Oct 10 6:24am

@skibidirizzler
Welcome to Connect. I liked @scottrl comment, this will pass. You have done nothing outrageous that should cause a long lasting effect on your relationship. Say you're sorry and move on.

I am guessing you're in high school, it can be a tough time.

Do you participate in any other activities beside golf that can help you meet more people?