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I was diagnosed with stage four with a Gleason score 4-5 I had no symptoms at the beginning of this May then pain in ribs and nausea i had a pet psma and it showed 3-4 psma for what ever that means I have started hormone therapy which wasn’t that bad but now on taxotere at first not so bad but now day 7 it still feels terrible day 4 was worse but it’s still bad and I feel like I’m never going to feel even somewhat normal mostly pain in my legs and feet this is drug should improve my life span but at what cost now i feel like the rest of my life will just be a misery can anyone help is there a life worth living after this I don’t know if I should plan anything for the future. I was enjoying the best time in my life but now I just feel broken