Failed ACDF Surgery

I had acdf surgery of c4 thru c7 two and 1/2 years ago. They won’t say it was a failed surgery because the hardware is still in place makes no sense). I’ve been in constant pain ever since. I’ve had steroid injections with absolutely no relief. I’ve had massages once a month and pt also. My left shoulder blade area (rhomboid and traps) are in unbearable pain. I’ve cried more than once at appointments because I guess they have no idea. I take 4 and sometimes 5 10mg oxycodone daily and would take more but then I’d run out. Is anyone else out there in so much pain they feel like giving up?