Does anyone else's anxiety make them feel untreatable?
I'm 29 almost 30 and recently have been experiencing so many more anxiety issues and was told I was diagnosed with somatic symptom disorder because of my multiple ER room visits for chest pain and heart palpitations even though all tests have come back clear and have been good but I just keep getting this feeling in my mind that there's something wrong, that the doctors missed something because this chest pain doesn't ever really go away and changes sometimes. Most of the ER doctors I've seen have told me I'm just a lost cause for treatment and for getting any better, which has led me to believe I don't deserve to try to get better.
My own PCP has told me her hands are tied and my therapist I feel has tried her hardest to help but I feel like nothings going to help me. I am so scared of my symptoms but I get this feeling that doctors are brushing me off because of this new diagnosis and I'm afraid that one day I'm gonna go to bed and not wake up because of the pain. I have a stress test coming up in February but all the blood work (when they do it) and EKG's always come back normal, with no signs of anything going on with the heart.
Am I insane? I've never felt so alone in my entire life.