Do any group members have Intractable Pain IP and/or anyone have a Medtronic pain pump
I was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia at the age of 37 and also had severe bone pain. About 2 years ago at the age of 51 the pain got so bad that I was having a hard time coping with getting out of bed or sitting in a chair for more than 5 minutes due to stabbing pain in my upper right back and increasing bone pain. I found out that I had 5 discs that were severely damaged. I was fused and the surgeon said I had Osteoporosis in my thoracic spine and the bones were crumbling. The fusion didn't take and I deal with pain levels I never thought a human could live with. I tried commiting suicide about a year ago and shock therapy gave me back a will to live. I currently take opiods to be able to do basic self car, pt, and go for walks as far as I can. My quality life is very poor but I need to be here for my loved ones. I am considering a pain pump from Medtronic and wondering if anyone has had one put in and if it has worked. I am also interested in anyone's experience with this type of unrelenting severe pain and how they deal with it. So far I eat a anti-inflamatory diet, take forteo shots for Osteoporosis, do PT, and move as much as I can. I also see a therapist weekly.I have tried Marijuana, accupunture, lyrica, Cymbalta, Biofeedback, DBT, and many other treatments, to numberous to mention here. The opiods help but I do not like the side effects or the stigma.
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@jimhd we lived in Salem before moving to Bedford. I am happy for you that your daughter will be moving closer to "home". I sure wish my son in Hermosa Beach would come back but he is enamored with the weather in CA. I suspect at some point he will move away from there though due to the high cost of real estate.
Yes, the drive to Grand Canyon would be very long, much longer than I want to do! We are joining our son in Hawaii in the fall and I had hoped to go through Arizona so we could see Grand Canyon but it turns out that larger airports are four hours from Grand Canyon so it is not feasible for two days. The flights to Hawaii will leave me totally spent though. I plan to have a free day when we arrive so I can just rest up for the rest of the vacation.
JK
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JK,
I suppose you used the word "guilt" somewhat figuratively, but when I read it, I was reminded of what a therapist told me: Jim, you're carrying around way too much guilt, and most of it is undeserved.
Being made aware of that, I've worked on knowing the difference between deserved and undeserved.
Jim
I am so glad you were able to take such an amazing trip. I dream of being able to do such things. Positive thoughts help more than negative but sometimes our bodies demand attention. I love the outdoors and hope you get to have a good summer. I planted flowers the other day and had some hummingbirds come to my feeder finally. Hummingbirds inspire me. They are so small but so determined to gaurd their syrup source that they will dive bomb any size bird. They are fearless and I can learn from that. Thank you for sharing:)
@jimhd, no, not figuratively, but I like the way you have expressed it, it is definitely undeserved. I really do try to be a good person. It's funny, once a couple of years ago I said to my daughter (33 at the time), kidding, that I thought my doctor thought I was a nicer person than I am. Her eyes got like saucers and she said to me you are a good person, how could you think that? From her that made me feel good.
I did not cause the tragedy that took someone's life. I did of course benefit from it and sometimes I just feel so bad that there is a family out there grieving when I am celebrating, all due to the same cause.
Thank you for your words of wisdom, I will keep them in mind.
JK
@contentandwell
JK, I'm certain that the donor's family's grief was - the only word that comes to mind is - assuaged, knowing that they were able to give a gift to you that was a blessing and a lifesaver.
Jim
@jimhd, I have heard that, and also that it helps knowing that a part of their loved one lives on. I told my son and daughter that, both of whom are so grateful that I am alive, and asked that as a mother's day gift to me they sign up as organ donors, realizing how much it meant to them, that they could "pay it forward". My son has responded and is about to do that. My daughter has not commented, but then that is typical of her. She could have already done it and not mentioned it.
JK
I had a Medtronic pain pump put in eight months ago and at first I thought it was so great but the past few months I've been having more pain and I have no extra meds to take as needed. When I was taking oxy orally I could take a couple at once and get over the severe pain. Then I would just skip my next dose.Now I feel there's nothing I can do.
Hi moved up to New York and now I'm having trouble finding somewhere to refill my meds. It's terrible.
Hello @junemac7 and welcome to Mayo Clinic Connect. I am sorry you are going through this with your pump. I wonder if your doctor who performed your surgery would be able to help refer you to someone closer to where you are living now? Have you tried asking them?
I am 6 weeks out from my Medtronic pump.. my pain is awful! I don't know why it isn't working unless my doctor has my dosage wrong. My pain pump trial was just an injection which was great but bc I'm currently half my oral meds but the pain is so significant it's mind boggling! I'm beginning to lose faith in my pain doctor.. I know what you mean suicidal! Intense pain makes you brain crazy! I wish I could go to Mayo Clinic! My pain doctor only did a small adjustment 1x then sent me off for almost 4weeks! Very disappointed but then Florida has turned into just a money making opportunity for the doctors down here! Feel like a $ instead of a medical patient so choose your doctor wisely!
I had 75%-100% with trial injection but barely manage 25% relief with this stupid pump & only using the boluses!
Wish you well honey! It's awful along with all the stupid DEA thinking we're all addicts & job security.
My shrink has me on THC which is very helpful but only keeps me from a complete mental blow out!
Medicine has once again taken a dark turn.. I'm 73 yo woman..
Welcome @janniesue, So sorry to hear the Medtronic pain pump isn't providing any relief for you, especially after the pain pump trial injection worked so well. Maybe it's like you mentioned. It might just need an adjustment for the medication it's putting out. Do you have a phone number for the Medtronic folks that you can call? Have you told your doctor it doesn't work?