Dazed and confused
Feeling like the proverbial can being kicked down the road.
The mental stress of not getting a straight answer now finds me thinking that I'm losing my mind. I wrote about this a while back in my journal. I often feel like I have a type of amnesia that if I'm not mistaking is said only a movie representation of what happens after being knocked out.
I saw two doctors within 10 days if each other. The first was in the low vision clinic and he made a point of informing me that this is a rehab clinic and not diagnostic. I asked him to just listen for a minute and after he was through doing his tests to please LOOK AT MY EYES.
His reaction threw me off ss he pushed back from his chair and threw his hands up asking “ what are you doing here, how made this appointment. He said my eyes were so obscured that he could see anything. At some point I drill bit sure what he means.
He said he thinks this is the worst case of cataracts that he's ever seen and wonders why no one told me or did anything about them.
I go to the eye doc I went to a year ago in May. She too is shocked at how bad they got in one test. I asked about emergency surgery. She said yes last Thursday. I thought I might hear from her on Friday after talking with the surgeon Never heard from her. I told her things seemed to be getting worse by the day if not the hour.
It's been like this for over a year.
Everytime my eyes are filsted they get worse yet every doctor want to dilate