Cerebellar stroke experience, treatment, recovery - want to dialogue
I suffered a Cerebellar Stroke in Dec 2015 in my 40s and am interested in connecting with other cerebellar stroke survivors to share our experiences, testing/therapy options, struggles on the path to recovery.
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Hello @bille
Here is a recent discussion on Connect that you might find helpful before your appointment at John Hopkins. It is suggestions for how to get off to a good start with a new specialist. Some of the pointers are really helpful.
https://connect.mayoclinic.org/discussion/your-tips-on-how-to-get-off-to-the-best-start-with-a-new-specialist/
Mostly cognitive. I do have some physical issues. I have urge incontinence, I still get dizzy if I turn my head, stairs still scare me. The cognitive are more subtle but probably impact my life more than the physical issues. Overall, I am very lucky. The fact that I recovered as well as I have so far was luck. The stroke could have had a far more profound impact on my life. So I know I am lucky, I just wast to get the most recovery that I can.
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It sounds as if you have some good goals for your appointment and that is important. You can make the most of your appointment time.
Are the cognitive problems your main concern or are there other physical limitations you would like to address?
Thanks I will post once I get done. My understanding is the report will be several weeks after the testing. I will post about the process as well as the results. I have several concerns I hope I can find guidance on. First, Long before my stroke, I had CRPS on my left side. This resulted in nerve damage that is treated by Lyrica. Lyrica can cause some cognitive issues. Secondly my mother had dementia. We are not sure exactly what age she was when she started to get it. She was very good at covering. Lastly, I want to have a benchmark of where I stand cognitively. Then I hope I could always be retested in the future to see if anything is changing for the worst.
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1 ReactionOne of the neurologists I saw had me touch his fingertip with my fingertip as he moved his hand around randomly. When trying to do this with the side that had the stroke, my left, as my finger approached his finger it would start shaking, searching is how the neurologist called it. I do notice that I have a tremor more when tired, but that would be the same as most of my symptoms. There are some Youtube videos describing this better than I can.
Hope this helps.
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2 ReactionsBille, could you explain the cerebellar tremor for me. I have always called the shaking in my left side, especially and mostly when I attempted to do a task, small things, like removing money from wallet, carry a drink, hold a paper plate while using right hand to put food on, always referred to this as a palsy.
This out of control shaking did not appear until a month or more after stroke. It just appeared. I was scared thinking I may have had another stroke without realizing it. It is uncontrollable and annoying as heck, mostly shows itself when using left hand to do little things. Also have tremor throughout left side when simply trying to stand still. What's up with that???
Anyone have any idea what makes this happen? I think another poster besides us has mentioned this. Would love to know more about this nasty clingon.
Thanks 🙂
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1 ReactionThinkit, while I enjoy a positive attitude like you have and hopefully I have, not having read all your posts, I wonder if you had a large or small stroke. With some of us, we will NEVER be BETTER than we were, physically. That is just not possible. I may become a better person, emotionally, spiritually..and if that's what you mean, I sure do agree.
Looking at this realistically, many of us are disabled. Some of us have even lost the ability to correct our balance. If we stumble, we go down. When we are in public, well me anyway, I appear as though I've had one too many, lol.
This may just be me and I mean this personally and as my take, but when people would, God bless them, say things like...you will be better than before...it strikes me as saccharine and unrealistic. Actually somewhat irritating as I continue to spill my drinks, stumble and fall, drag my left leg when tired, and my hair looks like crap because my left hand is so dysfunctional it would rather wreck my hair than subdue it. Can't clasp a barrette, can't help my right hand get the job done.
If I am being silly or overly sensitive, I don't mind being told. Surely, I don't want to discourage anyone from encouraging, but, again, just speaking for myself here, when I am told that type thing, that I will be BETTER, I feel as though the bewildering event I experienced and am still experiencing is being downplayed and I am being placated instead of more realistic acceptance of the new me. When people respond with honest acceptance of where I'm at now, I find that somewhat consoling and satisfying.
Forgive my many words, but struggling to explain why I object to your kind, but maybe incorrect thought or approach to encouraging stroke survivors. Maybe I'm just messed and wrong headed. Please feel free to respond....and correct me. Still trying so hard to understand the new me.
Strokesurvivor, your story is well written, which I appreciate. I found myself within it. Alice in wonderland is how I felt then, and to a much less degree, now.
Two weeks before my stroke my cerebellar region hurt so bad, I asked my son if my eyes looked right. They did, so I just endured never dreaming I was on the cusp of a full blown, knock down, punch in the head, stroke. Before stroke my head had been hurting terribly, but I just figured migraines. Didn't seek help, had no balance problems or loss of control.
Funny, when the #$@# hit the fan, all hit me at once. And I knew it was a stroke. Was at hospital about 45 minutes later. No bleed so received tpa. Only immediate help it gave was my sight significantly improved by day 2. All deficits I presented with, came home with me.
FAST did not apply. The 3 Vs among other things were there. And stayed, but vomitting cleared up first 2 weeks. My limbs on left had ataxia. When I moved them, it felt as though they were gonna float away. Could not make them do what I wished, though they remained strong, just disobedient, lol. Impossible to walk, use left arm. I could think, talk, with little difficulty.
Besides headache, everything hit at once. Had a strange sound in my head at onset. Similar to celophane crunching in my skull. Did you experience that?
What exactly we're your deficits, if you don't mind my asking? How long before you felt somewhat normal? Was it a large stroke? Just wondering what life is like now. Sounds like you have loving support at home.I do hope so. No fun going through. Much worse, alone. Blessings!
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I hope you get some good help at John Hopkins. Here is some information from the National Stroke Association regarding strokes as well as support groups, just click on the link,
https://www.stroke.org/we-can-help/
You and your husband might find it helpful to read through the website and become familiar with the information provided there. There is also a way you can input your city and state and find support groups. Support groups will help you realize that you are not alone, much like here on Connect.
I look forward to hearing from you again. Will you post an update after your appointment?
I have not had any therapies yet. I will be tested at Johns Hopkins March 22nd.
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