Anyone want to be support friends? 24m severe scoliosis

Hello, my name is Logan. I have a triple curve, one moderate and two severe. I have chronic pain that’s been getting significantly worse the last two years down pretty much my whole right side, concentrated in my upper back, trap, hip, and hand. I’m on heavy anti inflammatory and muscle relaxants, seen schroth PTs, been to massage therapists, exercise, etc. everything the doctors tell you to do and nothing helps. It’s pretty clear they don’t care about actually helping no matter how much of my money they take. Fusion might not even fix it and it’ll introduce dozens of other problems. Just looking for someone who’s in the same boat to talk to about it most days and we can just complain to each other. Nobody in my life understands. I have hobbies and a life and stuff but the pain is the first thing on my mind when I wake up and all day at work and while I try to sleep through it. I feel like my life is over right as it’s starting.