@pihu2024

It is not better to die. It is better to be with someone who values you for who you are. Others should not decide how you should feel about yourself.

Part of this is you need to value yourself. To be honest, I did not learn that lesson until late in my life. I must admit, it is my greatest regret.

Matters of the heart can be so difficult. I get the impression you are very giving person. It is hard for me to tell you what to do. It just seems your relationship is unhealthy. Consult friends or family for opinions if you need to...sometimes they see things in a way we miss.

I wish you the best in this difficult decision. I will be most anxious to see what comes next for you.

"Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That is why it is called the present." Master Oogway from the Movie Kung Fu Panda.