Chronic Pain members - Welcome, please introduce yourself

Posted by Kelsey Mohring @kelseydm, Apr 27, 2016

Welcome to the new Chronic Pain group.

I’m Kelsey and I’m the moderator of the group. I look forwarding to welcoming you and introducing you to other members. Feel free to browse the topics or start a new one.

Why not take a minute and introduce yourself.

Interested in more discussions like this? Go to the Chronic Pain Support Group.

@bustrbrwn22

@faithwalker007 What does SMH stand for? I’m a little older. Thanks!

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Lol smack my head

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@ken82

@bustrbrwn22 ..Not being afraid of Covid is Crazy talk ... one never knows how your body will respond.. Unless you have a team of doctors standing by with a helicopter or two ... Stay away from COVID Exposure.. I think I won't bother reading such nonsensical emails..

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It’s not crazy talk, it’s reality. When you suffer the pain everyday that I do, and fight each day to get through it, COVID, cancer, nothing for that matter scares you.
I’m not saying I don’t take precautions. That would be stupid. But it doesn’t frighten me. There are much bigger, worse things to live with that I’m not afraid of dying.

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@faithwalker007

Lori, God is the only Strength I have to get through today. Yes, some days it’s more than I can handle. He doesn’t promise that He won’t give us that but He does say He will give us the Strength that surpasses all understanding and I can get through anything with Him.
Did I count on it being a life with congenital hearing and sight difficulties, IBD, a frozen shoulder for two years and arthritis for 15, and now, of all things, CRPS? Of course not.
But I stopped looking in the past and dwelling on my future long time ago. I can’t waste energy on them. Lol
You probably know exactly what I’m talking about too!
My body is ravaged every single second and I must focus on quarantining my mind from that torture.
Most everyone in this nation is preoccupied about COVID-19 right now. I could care less. Why?
Why worry about getting a virus that has a 2% mortality rate when I already live in hell today.
And if the truth be known, I’ve seen a multitude of physicians since 2017 and only one has listened AND understood what I’ve told him about my life of pain and that was Dr. Angelo Santiago, the neurologist who spent 9 hours diagnosing me the day I saw him in February of 2018. Why? He spent a year learning how to walk, speak, and practice his craft again after an automobile accident nearly took his life.

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@faithwalker007 Renee, I too, feel like Covid could not make me feel worse than I already feel, but I do know that Covid could kill me. Don't know if that would be a blessing or a curse, actually. A life of suffering is not a life. I try to keep occupied as best I can, because distraction can help. I try, I try, I try, and get exhausted trying. You know exactly what I am talking about. And yes, your fabulous doctor got it, because he was in that accident. Unfortunately, that's what it takes to fully get it. So when people in my life forget to ask me how I am, respond inappropriately, etc., I feel kind of blessed knowing that they are well, and can't fully get it. Especially if I really care for them. Lori Renee

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@suzanne2

@jesfactsmon I so totally agree with you! I have been in so much pain the last week! But how do I really convey the feeling and degree.? I have no pain medication that helps. I have tramadol which does nothing, I have naproxen and Motrin which do zero, and I am on 1800mg of gabapentin daily to no avail! So I continue to suffer and try to go about my day. I teach kindergarten 3 days a week so those days I really have to suck it up. When I get in the car to drive home I literally collapse before turning on the ignition. At home I drag myself into the house. My husband feels if I can go to work for 4 hours three days a week my pain can't be that bad. But it is I just don't want to sit at home and dwell on it. I did that for 6 months during the COVID quarrintine! But no one will give me give me something that works! Heaven forbid I could have less pain while I teach. So I take bits of THC gummies which are hard to regulate my dose and being ultra sensitive to it makes me a bit dizzy sometimes. Because of my reaction I hesitate to use the gummies.If a doctor really cared they would sit and listen and show care and concern. I have yet to find someone. Needless to say I sit and cry a lot. Sorry I had to vent about this neurological pain!

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@suzanne2
Does your husband really say that if you can teach 3 four hour days per week your pain can't be that bad? Which planet did he arrive on Earth from? That seems like a very insensitive if not utterly compassionless thing to say. I am going to take the kind route and just say he sounds like he's being a bit more than a tad dense.

I was reading your exchange with @jenniferhunter from Sept. 17th and how she suggests it could be TOS that you have (though you thought perhaps a pinched nerve). Have you had any chance yet to figure out what you want to do next in terms of treatment? If you were to be admitted to Mayo you might have to take an LOA from teaching. Is that something you can afford to do? Also and more importantly, is it something you can afford NOT to do, given how crippling it seems to be to your life?

Finally (and I seem to be asking more people this lately since my wife is getting some benefits) have you thought of trying kratom? It is not FDA approved, but it sure can help pain, and it's not an opioid or benzo (no scrip needed) and is an option for you. Just thought I'd mention it.
Best to you Suzanne, Hank

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@bustrbrwn22

@faithwalker007 you make absolute sense. I shouldn’t be scared of Covid but if I get it I am afraid my lichen planus will go out of control and it isn’t pretty all over your body. It’s embarrassing and disgusting to apply cream everywhere, in embarrassing places, twice a day looking forward to your skin getting thin. I do live in hell and unfortunately my husband has to, too, because I can’t do much

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I understand that. My husband is disabled but more functional than I am. He actually had a person come up to him and tell him that he tested positive for COVID the other day and James about smacked him.
He was like, “you are supposed to be in quarantine, you dips—t!”
Common sense has flown the coop.
We have both ends of the spectrum in Wyoming, the Paranoid, Nobody Breathe on Me, and The Who the Heck Cares.
I’m a pharmacist and I’ve studied it since it made its appearance. I know doctored statistics when I see them. I also know an infectious disease vs a deadly one. COVID is the former. It’s highly contagious with a lower mortality rate, lower than the annual influenza. However, it does warrant respect and the minute we don’t give it such, we will regret it.

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@lorirenee1

@faithwalker007 Renee, I too, feel like Covid could not make me feel worse than I already feel, but I do know that Covid could kill me. Don't know if that would be a blessing or a curse, actually. A life of suffering is not a life. I try to keep occupied as best I can, because distraction can help. I try, I try, I try, and get exhausted trying. You know exactly what I am talking about. And yes, your fabulous doctor got it, because he was in that accident. Unfortunately, that's what it takes to fully get it. So when people in my life forget to ask me how I am, respond inappropriately, etc., I feel kind of blessed knowing that they are well, and can't fully get it. Especially if I really care for them. Lori Renee

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That is the mixed blessing of having something as torturous as CRPS, nobody can comprehend what we experience unless they go through it or a piece of it.
I gave up feeling sorry for myself a long time ago. It has no purpose... no end game. It simply breeds destruction and I have enough of that to live with. I may even be able to practice as a pharmacist if it wasn’t for my brain shorting out with no warning lol! Another friendly symptom of CRPS.
I love helping others. So far CRPS has robbed me of that in many ways.

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@lorirenee1

@faithwalker007 Renee, I too, feel like Covid could not make me feel worse than I already feel, but I do know that Covid could kill me. Don't know if that would be a blessing or a curse, actually. A life of suffering is not a life. I try to keep occupied as best I can, because distraction can help. I try, I try, I try, and get exhausted trying. You know exactly what I am talking about. And yes, your fabulous doctor got it, because he was in that accident. Unfortunately, that's what it takes to fully get it. So when people in my life forget to ask me how I am, respond inappropriately, etc., I feel kind of blessed knowing that they are well, and can't fully get it. Especially if I really care for them. Lori Renee

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@lorirenee1 had to chime in. I get orthotics to lessen the pain of walking. The first time I saw the podiatrist he was rude when I mentioned my sciatica and told me orthotics wouldn’t help and that it definitely wasn’t plantar fasciitis. A year later I went back for orthotics and he said even cushioning might help the pain. You see, he had a brief bout of sciatica recently and he said the pain was unbearable

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@bustrbrwn22

@pfbacon I had a doctor accuse me of shopping around because I was not getting relief from the gaba and cymbalta etc. I was so taken aback I just sat there and left when he asked if he could do anything else for me.

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Sounds familiar. I can’t take gabapentin or Cymbalta because they trigger my migraines and Lyrica triggers my seizures. Since my migraines and seizures are interconnected, if one is affected, both are.

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@bustrbrwn22

@lorirenee1 had to chime in. I get orthotics to lessen the pain of walking. The first time I saw the podiatrist he was rude when I mentioned my sciatica and told me orthotics wouldn’t help and that it definitely wasn’t plantar fasciitis. A year later I went back for orthotics and he said even cushioning might help the pain. You see, he had a brief bout of sciatica recently and he said the pain was unbearable

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Lol what a little experience does lol

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@bustrbrwn22

@faithwalker007 you make absolute sense. I shouldn’t be scared of Covid but if I get it I am afraid my lichen planus will go out of control and it isn’t pretty all over your body. It’s embarrassing and disgusting to apply cream everywhere, in embarrassing places, twice a day looking forward to your skin getting thin. I do live in hell and unfortunately my husband has to, too, because I can’t do much

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I guess after 5 cases of infectious C. difficile colitis, something like COVID is a drop in the bucket for me. Lol

Oh here is my petition I started for the the Wyoming Opioid Legislation:
http://chng.it/JyyQdwcf

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