Thank you for the hug and the concern. Hold on to faith. We both have to stay prayerful. If I were you, I would touch base with Hematology myself. It’s our health and we have to often times be persistent. I asked the hematologist / oncologist if the lymphoma could have been there already but he said we will never know. Apparently the mnRa does overstimulate b and T cells and lead to lymphoma. Also lymphoma is an elderly persons disease too and I’m 77 . There’s too many unknowns. I will just continue praying. I pray for myself and the members of this site as well. It is horrible when doctors ignore our issues. I know that feeling. Years ago before being diagnosed with hypertension I had a cardiologist who said I was a hypochondriac. Actually he didn’t tell me but wrote it in his notes on the chart and I read it. You’re in pain and surely they realize you need help. You see with my swollen nodes I went to two GYNs when I noticed swelling in the groin. One just refused to address it. The other one sent me for an ultrasound. Later after antibiotics sent me into pain and swelling in the groin, the PA sent me for another ultrasound. Seemingly they just had no clue. Primary doctor still oblivious as I sought answers. I just wanted to be sure I didn’t have a terrible infection or cancer. Nobody will admit the dangers that the vaccines could present but they say that persistent nodes and other issues after the vaccines could be results of underlying conditions yet they say it’s safe to get the shots if one has cancer and or lymphomas. Lots of double talk. Please keep in touch and reach out to the hemotologist or arthritis doctor. Rheumatoid arthritis causes much pain. I have a friend who has that.