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Posted by shane123 @shane123, Nov 24, 2022

I’m 35 I put myself on methadone to stop taking other things but ended up stuck on the methadone. Out of fear of being labeled with my doctor I didn’t tel him about the methadone. He put me on Prozac. It started out ok but now I keep getting nerve pain all over the place constant ringing in my ears the feeling of passing out and I’m terrified to go to sleep. Am I safe? Can I go to sleep and still wake up? I really need help as crazy as this sounds

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reese1 | @reese1 | Dec 16, 2022
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@mikaylar

Drink lots of water, keep yourself busy, reach out to others who can support you in your struggles, pray and most of all, don't give up. People need you too!

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Hi Mikaylar, I agree with everything that you said. However, I did have to drink lots of water, but I eventually learned that along with the water, I had to add electrolytes, or I would get dehydrated. When I would get "cotton mouth" I had to add in coconut water. Beware of "benzo belly." It is awful to get through.

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reese1 | @reese1 | Dec 16, 2022
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Hi Everybody! My name is Erin, I live in NYC and I am 48 years, with 8 years clean and sober. I worked in the Fashion and Music Industries since I was 21 and after being sick of being sick and tired..I asked for help. This wasn't something easy since my career was about making things happen for other people and also I had been on my own since I was 17. I attended NA meetings (and even AA meetings when my work schedule got to crazy - whatever i could make after 10pm). I also got MusiCares to pay for an addiction therapist since I was broke and had no insurance. The people in my recovery groups were always there when I didn't wanna be therel, telling me it was worth it. I kept going, read books by people in recovery listened to music by people in recovery and I went to a meeting when most days I just wanted to give up and hit a bar. I started feeling different after 30 days, and at 6 months felt stronger day by day. Russell Brand has a book called Recovery and after I read it, it made me realize a lot about myself. I didn't need to be on drugs or alcohol to have a life. And every year it got better and I achieved more goals with every year that passed. I can't lie, at 8 years clean and sober I still have my struggles, my I figure them out with a clear head, and I'm aware of what my actions entail. I find life to be so much better in recovery..the support of people who get me, regardless of their race, social background or career gives me the opportunity to meet people for who they are, which is an addict like me, who lives the best life possible, and gets to feel the feelings and carry on!
Peace, Luv and Recovery!
Erin O

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Hi Erin. Thanks for the honesty! It really helps me to hear this encouragement. I'm sure that it helps others too. I respect your perseverance so much. I still struggle too sometimes. We are a work in progress but that's okay. I like to take nature walks and bike ride a lot. It helps me to watch the animals in their challenge to get food and survive every day, but God loves them too.

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mikaylar | @mikaylar | Dec 16, 2022
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I’ve actually been keeping one in my notes in my phone especially when I’m struggling like at night time when I’m the only one awake

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Trust me...you are not the only one awake. One-half of the population is wandering around at night unable to sleep for different reasons. Looking at the bright phone at night may not help with your sleeping. Maybe warm tea, meditation a warm pad on your forehead.

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shane123 | @shane123 | Dec 29, 2022

Hey guys! Update on me today I had my first assessment for an outpatient program! Went well I thought only down side is which will sound bad but I flushed what I had left and they are wanting me pretty much in withdrawl tomorrow morning back in there to start their treatment. Other than being a tad miserable right now I’m excited for what’s to come. There is no gain without pain right!? Trying to keep seeing on the bright side I know now is a struggle but I can see the way out and the finish line. Keep fighting guys it’s all we can do. Oh and a late happy holidays to you guys and your families

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Laurie, Volunteer Mentor | @roch | Dec 29, 2022

Thanks for update. Very glad your doing the next right thing.

Few suggestions for treatment.
Listen
Be open to new ideas
Talk - do not be afraid to share

Good luck
Laurie

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mikaylar | @mikaylar | Dec 29, 2022
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@shane123

Hey guys! Update on me today I had my first assessment for an outpatient program! Went well I thought only down side is which will sound bad but I flushed what I had left and they are wanting me pretty much in withdrawl tomorrow morning back in there to start their treatment. Other than being a tad miserable right now I’m excited for what’s to come. There is no gain without pain right!? Trying to keep seeing on the bright side I know now is a struggle but I can see the way out and the finish line. Keep fighting guys it’s all we can do. Oh and a late happy holidays to you guys and your families

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A New Year and a new start. Blessings to you.

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jameswilliam | @jameswilliam | Dec 29, 2022

A new year to you too, complement of the season and how are you coping with the winter?

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shane123 | @shane123 | Dec 30, 2022
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A new year to you too, complement of the season and how are you coping with the winter?

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It hasn’t been too bad yet we had that storm roll through here but other then that hasn’t been to hateful actually

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jameswilliam | @jameswilliam | Dec 30, 2022
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It hasn’t been too bad yet we had that storm roll through here but other then that hasn’t been to hateful actually

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We thank God for that, i dislocated my elbow about a month ago but am getting better now following the advice and instructions, where are you located in the states Shane?

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reese1 | @reese1 | Dec 30, 2022
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@shane123

Hey guys! Update on me today I had my first assessment for an outpatient program! Went well I thought only down side is which will sound bad but I flushed what I had left and they are wanting me pretty much in withdrawl tomorrow morning back in there to start their treatment. Other than being a tad miserable right now I’m excited for what’s to come. There is no gain without pain right!? Trying to keep seeing on the bright side I know now is a struggle but I can see the way out and the finish line. Keep fighting guys it’s all we can do. Oh and a late happy holidays to you guys and your families

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Hey Shane! That sounds great! Stay positive at all times. Replace the negative with the positive every time it hits. We have to reprogram the "main frame." Right? We, all, are a work in progress. Be kind to yourself. Keep us posted and Happy New Year!

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