Increasing anger, impatience, grumpiness and brain fog after 2.5 years
Hi fellow covid kids
Anyone dealing with long covid (over 2 years only please) that are having increasing anger, more shortness of breath, impatience, brain fog, grumpiness, worse lack of smell issues and increased fatigue? I caught covid the end of 2/20, before vaccines and treatments. I won’t go into the months/years of hell I’ve been through but I was very sick and ended up 6 months later with pneumonia and had to get a new pacemaker a year ago because of chest pain and palpitations which seemed to fix that.
Besides the physical long covid symptoms I have which keep me pretty much home, the psychological ones are getting quite distressing and worse. I feel like I will be brain dead sooner than later. I think I may have had a repeat covid infection in the spring because I got pretty sick again but nowhere as bad. Since then, all my brain and personality issues have gotten much worse and quiet perplexing. I don’t care if I see anyone, I say things to people in annoyance and my patience is nil. It’s getting harder and harder to concentrate and my Drs know all these things but of course, there’s no cure. I’m 67 and afraid I’ll lose it and be in the crazy house or demented before I know it. I can laugh it off sitting here alone on my couch but I have little desire to socialize. I can be ok with all of this if I knew it would get better. I’m sure most of us are going day by day to get by but not knowing if you’ll get better is not my idea of the rest of my life. Yes, I have a therapist, a psychiatrist, a pulmonologist and a decent PCP so I’m all set in that department. I’m angry that I’m not over this after 32 months. BTW, I’ve had a neuropsych evaluation too.
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Well, it's possible they are refusing treatment because they don't actually have answers. I spoke to the Covid nurse AT MAYO when I had debilitating long-haul symptoms in the spring (2022), and that nurse told me they really didn't know how to treat it. Basically if brain fog is your primary concern, they'll send you to a neurologist. If dizziness and heart palpitations are your worst symptom, they'll send you to cardio. If it's depression and anxiety, you get a mental health appointment. But NONE OF THIS actually treats and fixes the root cause of the actual problem. It's because western medicine piece meals the whole body, rather than treating the system as one holistic unit, so it's no surprise that answers aren't forthcoming.
But many people have healed their symptoms completely, with the help of holistic type practitioners, chiropractors, functional medicine specialists etc. It's not a big confounding mystery and lots of people are getting results by eating a certain diet, supplementing heavily, and resetting the nervous system in various ways. It certainly worked for me.
Thank you. I will try.
Hi --very good advice. We could look at food as our 'medicine' Reducing inflammation is one of our major tasks. Cutting out as much added sugar as we can, and restoring normal flora to the gut is a major aim. You are doing well and more power to you!!
I hear you and empathize. My dog made a big poop this afternoon and I saw he feels all better now. I wonder if I’ll ever feel all better. My dad died after an unexpected bout with cancer. Never got all better. Sorry, just venting. I just want a normal brain I can trust.
I feel like a drink a huge bottle of vodka in the morning and all day- not sure what I’m remembering or if I can trust my brain. Someday…
I'm not so sure it's the mystery of the cure rather than the insurance companies not wanting to pay for the diagnosis. By now all know there are diagnostic methods to determine if you have long covid. Protein (blood test) analysis, Fluid examination for my hip pain in the replaced hip and MRI, CT Scans. But they don't want to relate long covid symptoms to long covid. It's cheaper (For the insurance company) to dismiss it and wait for the elderly diseases to blame it on. Just because it's an instant onslaught - that doesn't mean we can't wait around a year or two and blame it (Brain Fog) on dementia, or (my bone disease) on arthritis or my neurotherapy on type 2 diabetes, ..... I believe they have the answers on the diagnostic phase - they don't want to tie it to COVID as that is a huge cost liability to both insurance and pharmaceutical that both would like to pass on to Medicare and hopefully, we will die before it becomes evident that long covid is real.
Just read the description and a woman freind described some of these same symptoms. She had a physical and asked about her thyroid so doctors did a test found out it was out of whack put her on a drug and she said what a difference that made.