I went through the same thing since 2014 when I was diagnosed with Cirrhosis, the causes are basically due to Alcohol and fatty liver. In my case, it took 6 years until my transplant May 14-2020, that gives you an idea of how long you can live with Cirrhosis, do not be afraid, follow the instructions, eat well and do a lot of exercise with your legs and arms, you will need them having it very strong helps after the transplant. I also have Varices Esophagus and Portal I use Nadolol a beta blocker if you need more info and support contact me through this support group

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