I know I haven't posted in a while, this is my third holidays without my husband. Since I last posted I have finished 3 semesters in college and I had to take a break, I got put in the hospital when I was throwing up blood and when they went down my throat to fix it I threw up and it went in my lungs, so I was in there 18 days. I have been told i need a liver transplant and that i have G.A.V.E. disease or watermelon stomach. Since then I have been blessed with 2 more grandsons. And enjoying every day God gives me. I am also starting back to college to finish my general education degree. And then on to bigger and better things.