@hopeful33250 Thanks Teresa. I’m feeling better about myself because I finally said, I’m not going to take it anymore. In that process, I’ve begun to really tell myself who I am. Yay 😀

I’ve learned so much reading the posts in connect. It’s a bit scary but I’m ready to investigate further.

I recently realized how naturally I blend and bend to appease and please. For a person with many talents, I’ve let myself down-a consequence of of my need to please and shun attention. At the same time I sought approval and put myself into situations that weren’t appropriate for me personally. It’s been my lifelong cross. Must be I mistook me for another.

So I’ll look into DID with great interest and hope to keep on learning. I sure appreciate your interest, Teresa. I’d like to stay in touch and discuss further what I learn and with that knowledge, advice on what next steps may be. Best always. Suzanne