@lah Not sure where you live, but is there any kind of a wellness community or support group? Perhaps something through a religious/spiritual place? Please do not take yourself off the schedule with your therapist. Now more than ever you need that support. You're very right, getting a cancer diagnosis changes everything, and then complications set in. I am on my fourth round of cancer, but the first one as wife to my husband. He finally had to come to grips with it last night, not an easy task at all. Please stay here and talk to us. We can lend a shoulder. an ear, and our experiences.
Ginger