Sometimes I feel like why bother, especially after constant medical problems one after another. Sometimes it feels so hard to keep fighting and life can just wear you down. I do ask myself why bother and my answer is because I am worth it. I still have goals I want to achieve, joys I want to experience, family and friends I want to spend time with. So I keep pushing forward finding joy in everyday life. I've struggled with depression, suicidal thoughts and lost everything I cared about so I've been literally at the bottom. I have worked hard to rebuild my life and continue to strive for building a life worth living. Remember you are worth it, you matter

@hopeful33250 This is a good topic @ parus ask. Glad you did . I know we all have problems but mine is a little different . I'm 76 throughout the last 20 years I,ve lost my husband, Mother , brother and the only one I have left is my son ,D I L , and grandson who is the light of my life now. Besides all the health problems I am now embarking on balance problems The Dr is sending me to see a Dr who will test me for Tympanometry ,Reflex Thresh a comprehensive audiometry threshold Evaluation and speech recognition. What the heck is this? Two things I don't know if I can handle is lack of eye sight or hearing . This is my day now . And I feel lost this it scares me . If it is bad news the I will ask myself why bother ?