@godsgiver Tough situation -- and all I can add, which is not much, is you are not alone. I believe every caregiver I have ever spoken to relates times when their patient lashes out at them and how impactful those times are.

It is a tough assignment and I know there were times caring for my wife that I resorted to taking out my frustrations on an old feather pillow I kept in the living room for just such occasions. Never changed the feelings, but did relieve some of my tension 🙂

I wish you continued strength, courage, and peace