Amen. I love Jesus and am hoping to go home as I would much rather be with Him than here. I just hope that God will make me fruitful while I am on my way out. My struggle lies with being faithful and obedient in the face of trials. I know not what it means to suffer as I have also being spoiled. Giving thanks for my pain is something I'm learning as pain brings about perseverance and God uses to help others. Thanks for your insightful words. I really appreciate your post. God bless.