Hi @reimamy I believe your situation and feeling the way you feel is normal feeling when you give. Giving is meaning love, but at the same time feeling of guilt is something work as urgent care. Doctors are there to decide and accept, so I believe but not obligatory that if you read about the situation to enrich your experience and ask your doctor about the future and the expectation of your situation and the recipient. Let the knowledge fight the uncomfortable feelings. Wish you a great life!