@methel.....I knowvyou didn't mean it this way...but lose is gone from my vocabularyf! (Maybe I forgot it) every attempt is a win. I only lose if I dont attempt. Ive learned to guage myself according to me....not what others say or do...not others my age .
...not doctors! They do not know me or what l am feeling at the moment...it is my life and up to me to make what I can of it.