Amen to all that! You're not alone, many of us are facing a different journey now and we are all here for you. It's hard , never easy but there is support and many of us are trying to adapt and accept a new life with fibromyalgia. Yes we do mourn our old selves before this dreadful chronic illness came and we totally understand and definitely don't judge .It's mentally draining.....Fibromyalgia is to blame not you , plus as said previously the tablets don't help. Everyone who has to deal with daily pain knows the struggles you're going through, please be kind to yourself and celebrate little victories. You have had the courage to write on here for starters....
Many blessings.xx