Living with Neuropathy - Welcome to the group

Im sorry for butting in, but something you said struck me.

I receive weekly lidocaine infusions and get partial relief although I will agree it is short lived. When I stopped for one week I realized how important they are, regardless.

I question myself all the time about the joy of having partial pain reduction and why cant it be more or last longer. Mind you I still need to take Hydrocodone (along with Cymbalta and Lyrica) but, it manages my pain better in conjunction with lidocaine.

I try my best to just be thankful and not focus on what lurks around the corner each week after my few "better" days are up. So, I agree with your "get greedy" statement. Hard not too when starved for relief.

My neuropathy seems to be different in the fact that I have wide spread pain through my body and it is not contained to my feet.

I suppose trying lidocaine is about what it's worth to you. I'd hope it would bring your feet some relief, albeit temporary.

Not gonna lie...this rollercoaster of neuropathy is really wearing me down mentally and physically.

Good evening @artscaping ,
I've had numerous labs and testing done to find a root cause of the small fiber neuropathy but nothing has come back to say that's what caused it. I do exercise and eat pretty healthy. I have a strong faith in God and that helps me stay positive and cope.

I really hope they come out with some treatment that can repair the nerves.

I'm doing okay without taking medication. It never really helped with my neuropathy symptoms so I would rather find a natural remedy.

I have not explored the medical cannabis option. Would that require a prescription?

My anger about the condition comes and goes. Most days I"m okay but at times this condition can be overwhelming and I can lash out.

Thank you for your concern and help on this. Ashley

Good evening @artscaping ,
I've had numerous labs and testing done to find a root cause of the small fiber neuropathy but nothing has come back to say that's what caused it. I do exercise and eat pretty healthy. I have a strong faith in God and that helps me stay positive and cope.

I really hope they come out with some treatment that can repair the nerves.

I'm doing okay without taking medication. It never really helped with my neuropathy symptoms so I would rather find a natural remedy.

I have not explored the medical cannabis option. Would that require a prescription?

My anger about the condition comes and goes. Most days I"m okay but at times this condition can be overwhelming and I can lash out.

Thank you for your concern and help on this. Ashley

I was referred to a neurologist after suspected nerve damage resulting from a nerve block that was administered behind my left knee for a foot surgery. The neurologist completed an EMG and NCS. EMG was normal but NCS noted sensory damage, which I expected. The problem is that I tried to explain that I’m also experiencing muscle twitching throughout my body, mostly both legs, and a strange water drop sensation on my legs. When I explained this to the neurologist, he said, “That shouldn’t be from the nerve block.” So I asked him to perform more tests. He simply gave me a followup appointment for January! I’ve never felt so dismissed and disregarded in my life. This is my HEALTH! I tried calling several other neurologists in my community but they all say I need a referral from my PCP or the other neurologist. I am hurt and afraid. And EXTREMELY anxious. Actually, I think I’m crossing over to the depression realm. I’ve had thoughts to end my life just so that I won’t have to suffer! I am normally super positive and solution focused. But right now I feel like a coward. And I’m only 36 years old. My husband is being extremely supportive but he doesn’t quite get it. And I haven’t told anyone else in my life because I don’t want to alarm them until I know for certain that there is cause for alarm. I guess I’m seeking advice and prayers. Thanks so much for reading this post.

I have small fiber peripheral neuropathy, and I experience symptoms exactly like yours: muscle twitching and a strange feeling of water running down my leg. You aren't crazy, it is a manifestation of the disease.
Your neurologist is probably right. PN is a strange disease with multiple manifestations.
Having to wait for an appointment for a few months is quite usual, as neurologists are in short supply these days. My advice is to stick with the one you have, if you otherwise like him/her. Nothing bad is going to happen to you in a few months of waiting, other than the anxiety/depression you mentioned. If you haven't already done so, you should get an appointment with your PCP asap to discuss these problems and what to do about them. Don't be bashful about reporting all your psychological symptoms.
As for your husband, he sounds like a good guy. Try to remember that he is also suffering from your PN, and that he will never "get it" completely, because he doesn't have it.
Try to get to the place where you accept the disease, then go from there. It's a hard thing to do in the beginning, because it threatens your self image. Nevertheless, fear, denial and anxiety will always make things worse.

@ashley302, Good afternoon Ashley. Thanks for responding. It seems like you are on a bit of a roller coaster from day to day as you seek relief from the burning pain as well as your disappointment and anger.

You may just see the nerve repair treatment in your lifetime. As I understand this, we need to be able to extend the lives of the nerves. If bruised or damaged, that process is very slow. During that time many of us succumb to “hope in a jar” products.

You asked about cannabis. Is your purpose right now to alleviate pain and reduce anger? I have a cannabis regimen based on just two products, tinctures and topicals.

You may need a prescription depending on where you live. If it is California then you just need proof of your age 21. There are helpful folks in the dispensaries. And I am always here for you.

Be safe and protected from inner and outer harm. Chris

I was referred to a neurologist after suspected nerve damage resulting from a nerve block that was administered behind my left knee for a foot surgery. The neurologist completed an EMG and NCS. EMG was normal but NCS noted sensory damage, which I expected. The problem is that I tried to explain that I’m also experiencing muscle twitching throughout my body, mostly both legs, and a strange water drop sensation on my legs. When I explained this to the neurologist, he said, “That shouldn’t be from the nerve block.” So I asked him to perform more tests. He simply gave me a followup appointment for January! I’ve never felt so dismissed and disregarded in my life. This is my HEALTH! I tried calling several other neurologists in my community but they all say I need a referral from my PCP or the other neurologist. I am hurt and afraid. And EXTREMELY anxious. Actually, I think I’m crossing over to the depression realm. I’ve had thoughts to end my life just so that I won’t have to suffer! I am normally super positive and solution focused. But right now I feel like a coward. And I’m only 36 years old. My husband is being extremely supportive but he doesn’t quite get it. And I haven’t told anyone else in my life because I don’t want to alarm them until I know for certain that there is cause for alarm. I guess I’m seeking advice and prayers. Thanks so much for reading this post.

I was referred to a neurologist after suspected nerve damage resulting from a nerve block that was administered behind my left knee for a foot surgery. The neurologist completed an EMG and NCS. EMG was normal but NCS noted sensory damage, which I expected. The problem is that I tried to explain that I’m also experiencing muscle twitching throughout my body, mostly both legs, and a strange water drop sensation on my legs. When I explained this to the neurologist, he said, “That shouldn’t be from the nerve block.” So I asked him to perform more tests. He simply gave me a followup appointment for January! I’ve never felt so dismissed and disregarded in my life. This is my HEALTH! I tried calling several other neurologists in my community but they all say I need a referral from my PCP or the other neurologist. I am hurt and afraid. And EXTREMELY anxious. Actually, I think I’m crossing over to the depression realm. I’ve had thoughts to end my life just so that I won’t have to suffer! I am normally super positive and solution focused. But right now I feel like a coward. And I’m only 36 years old. My husband is being extremely supportive but he doesn’t quite get it. And I haven’t told anyone else in my life because I don’t want to alarm them until I know for certain that there is cause for alarm. I guess I’m seeking advice and prayers. Thanks so much for reading this post.

@klro0001
Hi,
My Neuropathy started in my early thirties. I also had the water sensations. The pain, burning, stinging numbness, pins & needles were awful. I couldn't walk very far. I am one of the lucky ones. Mine got better many years later. The burning now is so mild it's virtually gone. All my other symptoms are better too except the numbness which is worse. When I was having other pain problems my doctor prescribed Fentanyl, and it did help my Neuropathy as well.
You talked about Anxiety, depression suicide, and being ”Super positive.” I'm not trying to diminish the seriousness of what you're going through but you can’t allow yourself to change your positive attitude to negative, it will only cause additional problems and you have enough to deal with. Just take one day at a time and never give up. You’ll get through this just like the rest of us have.
Jake