I’m sorry for your worries and truly appreciate how you feel, I have a similar situation, in 2020 I had a lobectomy for the removal of two nodules and in 2022 a wedge removal for the lower right lobe. I was also told that I can’t have any more surgery, a year ago there was a change in a nodule in the middle right lobe and they did a ct scan last February and it didn’t change so they wanted me to wait one year for the next scan, I said no and they changed it to six months. I hate going through this as I’m sure that you can relate, I really don’t want to go through chemo because I’m weak and I don’t think that I will survive this but perhaps I might try radiation although it’s not easy to deal with either. I find the whole thing so difficult to cope with and stress has taken a toll on me but I’m not in any hurry to stop trying to survive, I pray all the time for help and hope I can endure whatever comes, best wishes.